Lars Shalom

Lars is the Angel Of Love, Lars has dark blue silky star spangled skin...Lars is Jewish, He speaks a form of Alien Yiddishin...He cries the race of the Yiddish men died...He hopes and loves, His wife is loves is there, is an Angel of Hope...

He rests on her salvar skin like beaten moth worms, her skin exsculguent, brimming with Him, He lies on her for hours, non-moving, in exultation, He says the heroin gives His pain, THE:...'singer'...'lover'...THE:...'dancer'...

She is so Him. The furniture is pale plywood so it makes the room modern and empty, there is a yellow blood stained book, broken, glass. He smells like damp attic, and sertooed skies perfume,

'sertooed' means;

'jesus expects, jesus wants, he says beds, Michal wants, let them bed'

perfume, with icky bits of blood, he sees in the Angel, he sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands, blood,

he kisses Michal and she is cotton blanket, because he can't find her he licks and sucks the balls of tuft, blankets...trying to reach Her skin, he weeps...He sings when her 'maze vacht' is touched, maze vacht is like lighted skin, like her want, look at aura see it in how she was clean wanting in her mind head laughs he is bastard he says her skin her tongue her voice is on the pillow, he is dirty voice whimpper voice tiny voice purrs she is mature and He says, only time, one touch, only time will give Him, she is mature why doesn't she speak, she would say, no, no, on, on, on, on, he soldiers in words, ON ON ON!!
Of Michal, Lars David says;

"I give Her one touch...wait...to give another touch is to break...I sleep in her joyous His (sluts), I call her Queen...(sluts);

'varts', which means;

'a delicious jewish sky like white socks she is aurtousus to voice, she vant socks selma entire shine, give me this wine, eternal voices have loss, please give this to meeeeee....I have her loss...'

Snow patrol-Set Fire To The Third Bar

this means, bed, this means white touch...the room is light, so her bed looks light, where are we? We are in soul, but not quite...the soul feels level when we say touch, I float so high above her i fear touch, 'We shul we love..'...I close my eyes, and hear her touch, I wine...I see Love..."

, and the perfect woman flew out of his neon blue clotted broken third rib through the air, and became contained in His: 'alvar lacht night'...The perfect woman turned mulled, like grey skin and big nose, her pallor a 'alvar nacht ded'...She floated in neon blue tunnels.
He
meant to have Her, and then questioned Her, and didn't want Her...He made a mistake and that made Him shriek...She shot lemins, like a queen, too 'amouti'...said: Day, as Yay, forgave everything...

Lars Shalom hears vice, and is sick...Who is He?

He was a freedom fighter for Shul...He said blood of David will die...He wept in bed...the palace has walls because we are too loud...the cave/Delv is shuls...We are Solar System 51, Galaxy 9.1, Seekmen Bra, Planet Jesus, North Carolina...we seek in desert caves, woe...A Nazirite...

This blue skin meant Royal Bed...He says:

"Vark enola, evarla egrog..."

"...Watch for sky men, and cry they kill Love..." How did Lars David speak to Michal?? They said a language called, Bed...it was hot, and it was look, (which means?) They looked, and said: "Og!"...It was a juck event, their souls were so joined, they created Bed, in twilight dungeon they wear Yokes, and heavychains, they choked, and they mixed, and they whimpered and they groaned, and they starred, Bed was right, Bed looked white, they had to parry shots, from prison guards and black, with "UGH!"...they had to silence, and they learnt Lod...weak...hungry, thirsty...they are like Abelard like El Louis, in twilight dungeon but they couldn't touch the walls...so they sat, with drooping heads, in metal bars, and metal beds, and damp, piss swept stones, and twilight, in dungeons and said: "Evrog!" (love) "Lovvvvveee!"

"My Girl??? I love God..."

"Mi Chal? El Avanti (go forward) Hash (hush! Don't cry!)em..." She said; "Louis, Beloved? Avrack, etine, eholy go"..."Louis, David? I'm weak, let me go..." She is in dark, she is on stretcher, cobbled stones, deep tunnel...twilight dungeon, peeling neon blue walls...

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I want to touch Her...I say:

"Evray! Look at what you've got!" And I run downstairs and turn on the music, the poetry is 'tous'...Everything is tous, this was her bus-stop kiss; Make This Go On Forever THE BUS STOP! The Bus:

"A sire has seen her, he seals God, he looks in the sky and sees a computer in God, He looks at Michal and weeps a lot, he wants to weep it is only Love, he says the bus rattles, everyone on the bus is high, he kisses, this bus felt soul, he is damned when it's ended, the bus is a pathway to God, he likes Michal's Hes, she looks beautiful Jewish, he is damned when it is gone, she looks beautiful Jewish..."

"Ha the road circled like dogs, every spaceman saw His Jewish, the bus was paradise, he cried lone tears, He was 'moushus' (devil), symptoms of Amorelia, cry moushus King..."... 'Moushus'; means; 'Bedevilled by Him, gross expense, failure to comply to Him, wanting of God, devil love,'

Lars David said "I am the Adultery man, I am King! Yet I still love David!!"

He laughed at David, said his divorce answer was a black line that flew from the sky, and Michal was all gold, that Lars was the little devil inside, he said, the world woes, because David wants, David was skulls, he said Louis goes, two jumps in the bus shined, they said; 'Hope to love in Gods' Other rattles climbed his head to the skies, He said; "Look what I've got!" She giggled...the bus never stopped, he said, "Snow Patrol is Abel's, I dedicate this to Woman Of God, it took months of shining, it booked Roman, it booked Devon, it wrote Torah skies, like water!...A little of it is God's, a little of it is Death, Death is God's!!" He held the album in his hands and said; "I will bring her thousands"...

The Kiss was; 'avroti' means; 'silently golden, a little miss, sleepy...'

The bus streaked a colour like bog, because it would stop, and there was nay a Jewish congratulation, he had defied David, he had defied God...But He knew God wanted, God wanted Him to love Michal...

The Blind Mice, and The Lizard With the Flaring Tongue

There was a little mouse, with a rather larger than normal head, zooming back and forth, out and behind a flower pot...I spoke to the mouse, and discussed the Emelbert-ian evolution of the Rat to the air around me.

"You Mouse, are a little thing waiting to bite me, your mind is gross, you have a terrible hair, you have dusty feet, you have a grotesque soul, bought from the enlightened...you pity me for being bought...you sail through blood drinking and delight in Hell...you were made. by...me."

The computer keeps turning itself off...back later.

EmelBert:  (Bert-meaning=Planet)

'The Happy People' were once grotesque in manner and function, their minds of a mixture of pharoahic laws and the basest Satanic influence from humans in the development of their thought, a small soul, open to anything that came through, their look was three feet tall, with variations, lime green mixed to lemon white, almost transparent skin, thin membranes, large heads containing considered, minute brains, long, forked tongues of various length, a voice hissing and curling, they developed a mind-voice, twinkling in a monotonous background sound of fuzz, tails or no tails, stumps of tails, tails of various shapes and length, writhing evil long tails...

The Happy People greeted the Emelbertians, the rat-people; in the first quarter of their human-like development, long after, their shapes and sizes had been almost fixed, at the stage of being introduced, to a soul...it was a dark shrine, under the ground in the giant nests, of branches and moss, they came from different planets, perhaps different galaxies, different universes, I can see the position of  these planets when I look up into the night sky. Planet Jesus glows dark blue, Emelbert is as lost as Hell, a star surrounded by a haloe of dull dead white, yellow, hot red, and deep black.

Yes, Emelbert is like Death in it's people's eyes, thick deep black un-seeing eyes, that hide where they look so it looks like they cant see anything, but they are able to see through the darkest places, they watch you with no emotion. Where the Happy People had become pharoahic, was a surprise. They had been thrown into the puddle, and left like that...tiny and many.

Someone had introduced the concept of a Temple, to both species. The men who did this were Earth-men. Inside the underground tunnel I could see, through a window in the wall of my room, the squat extremely hairy Rats, stood four feet tall, and fat, huge fat bellies, behind a table, they had a manner of all chattering and whining and screeching together when one of them started to talk, it was a language...it was a dead soul-less electronic-sounding speech.

What I assumed was Cups of blood, stood on the table, the rats beckoned the lizards; the Happy People. It was a ritual of welcome. It was a dead.

It was dead. Everyone of them had the aura, not of death,

but of dead.

My first idea, was to set fire to the whole place. Abominations, Evil Doers.

I had met the Emelberts before at a much higher level of evolution. King Gray said, something memorable: "We've been through some knocks, but hopefully, we're back to snogs..."

I am now going to investigate what was left out.

The Fire raged, then the poor things began to squeak.

Those eyes were like jumping black beads, trying to fight their way away from the rest of the face.. The Happy People came down the stairs. There was an aura of evil in the tunnel, as the window first opened.

Nothing has come here to explain.

Amorelian History, Planet Jesus

For New Readers:

this is a brief history of a planet our Universe called Planet Jesus. This is not fictional, it is a real live place, beginning life, when Lars met Jesus in a rehabilitation house, he time-travelled, he saw parts of Jesus' life, he talked to him in the walls, he was there when Jesus died, Jesus died near evening, in the summer, in a small conservatory in England...Lars went into the garden and sang. It was dark outside by the little pond. Lars turned gold, his hair sweeping the floor, he stared up at the sky, and saw the blink of a star, God awoke, and blinked his eyes, he gave the star Life;

Planet Jesus has people just like humans. And a few Tribes, here is the brief history of Amorelia:

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the Choosh, is a reptilian dog, shaped like a whippet, lethal.

Av 1: (After Vater)

Jesus Arrives, his name is Lars Shalom. He looks odd like Fire. His name is Sacred. He blue-lights Lover. He brought Delv Fire! When he spoke, we were Choir! He turned at the door, and flow...he rived Alber, he congratulated Heaven, he began singing: "I am here, I am Jesus."

Now. We are Over. It is Year 928 a.v.

95th Avah.

928 A.V: The Raeffitti Tribe die. Everything skilled. The reason is Hatred; "If Mother is Hell, Die!!"

Kings:

-King Ows/Aus

-Queen Avah, marries Princess Louise of Raeffetta.

-King Louise, Father is, Queen Avah.

Prince Skalls. blood of Queen Avah, Princess Louisa.
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-King Ama. His Children: Prince Skales. Prince Aber, Princess Redeem, Prince Ama.

The next 5 Kings.

Princess Louisa marries Sergeant Amethra. Two children.

-King Arthur. Children: Two Princesses.

-Queen Atel.

Marries Prince Jesus of Amalia Atine.

-King Eselvar.

-Queen Louise.

-----to----

-King Ouisa, and Queen Lafti   (the UFO appearances over America)

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Flora and Fauna:

The Gripe: a miracle wonder! five stars on it's back, made of black fur, and tall back. Stars, white fur.

Flora: Tall like weeds, beautiful, the Star; shines, it has grievous petal and black scars, it is white with laden of blue skies.

The Sellar: An evil 'prick'. It roars, it has House, it eats people. It's black like hatred, it squeaks. Black and Tall.

The Esvar: A special cow. It has hooves, we eat it alot. It is yellow, and a little nerves. A dark red hair.

The Speaker: A twit, black and red. It is a call-bird. It has turned beak and white fires. head: black with stars.

Meesa: Another bird, yellow, (looks like a chicken, with frightened messy sharp looking feathers on each wing, bent over long neck. a black beak, quite thin and long, big eyes reptilian eyes, black and rimmed white. Yes I can see it...)

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Amorelia is spartan. It is the Voice of Soul. It is Lord Amalia. Amalia is the first House, Amorelia is second, they are close by two Avence (province)...Amorelia wars like Heaven. It is to the South of two worlds. It is just north...north to the north pole? by a range of seven hundred turks, approx: ,similar in location to Earth's a place called the Mediterranean. We have two seas. We share Amalia with the princes.

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to be continued,... special events of Planet Jesus...

War

The aliens came back!

Small white UFO's twirling round and round in the sky...it was the Planet Jesus 'guys'...

Previously there had been a mission to land on Planet Earth, and construct a way of bringing World Peace. It was honestly a God Mission.

Of course, on the first landing I knew off, some time ago near Christmas, they called me personally from the skies...3 scout ships shot down over America, and a huge Convoy ship about to make a landing. Why they choose America, I don't know. The King and Queen of Amorelia were on the mother-ship. America went to war. As seen previously on here, there was no peace-talk, and America did not relent, they killed many of the aliens.

I threw God my hand.

White House, a fat-man in uniform:

"Obama, you little faggot!!, 107 of my men have just been found dead!!!!!"

The guy on the ship taking the calls, laughed, and threw his hands over his head...

"Lars!! We're here this time to be real!! The last voyage was many years ago...It was a 'pariah state', we reckoned 95% were fail. We can't turn back.

NOW IS NOW!!!"

Well, not to discard linguistics. I'm a little sure 95 % means well (???)

Sometimes, it's hard to write down, what you dont actually know, hear or see. It's all from God. Sometimes I think runnign away with my own little thoughts might be a little more sensible, perhaps I can piece some nice poetics, all by myself. Lately, forming english sentences has been a struggle.

Anyway, it's exciting stuff, and I don't just mean the grammar.

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What was happening on the UFO over Earth.

Men huffed, and burned.

It was spontaneous. (keep with me here, this is Amorelian language translated by God, into a jarred form of English. Which we call, 'Anglo'...)

"The Anglos are failing, death, death, death...."

"There is much to go..." said a quietly, surely spoken, man in charge (the King (?)):

 "I will present to them, Him. Let me be Him. Hashem, I go..."

Then he turned from the radio controller, in the main room, The King: dressed with a long necklace of dark purple stones, and a bright blue suit robe, (not unlike that colour on the Israeli flag, which I soon imgined to a lighter sky blue, not the blue that represents a silly, joking mind. The suit cut straight, but a little like a hippy's clothing...a kaftan??)

He turned away, hands clasped behind his back, and stared for a moment at the floor. He wanted to speak to America.

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I imagine he used a hologram message...

What he did was; "Turn full Ship."

That mean't he was gonna fucking land.

At that moment I was singing. I was dancing in the hallway at the front door, of a house, practising some high-kicks.

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"Brutal!" He began, and Loud..."I am King '----' (wow wow a strange form of my own name, named after me!!) he continued:

" Heavy...."

"You must have Faith. My Faith is Love." (drdrdr)

he whispered; "Be bunions is thud...."

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"My Queen shall settle the matter...."

"Hallo. I am God, (NOBLE PROUD QUEEN! an old-time queen!!!) Lars thoughts) ...Become Heaven...."

The Americans burned.

It was Shaytan, they kept singing:

"Keep Hell!! Keep HELLL!! KEEP HELL!!!"

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She died, and sang.

I was singing, at that moment I was eating dinner, at at table with mad men and women. It was the first clean dinner I had eaten with other men.I eman, I felt ! clean...

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When they sang Peace, I giggled: "You are a manky man eating dinner near me!! I am KING!"

The convoy settled.

The King said:

"We go..."

T.V

I spent half an hour, thinking there would be an electrocution, because some one was calling me from her bath...to meet the Hairy Fat Cain...I remember my baths, when another FH Cain played this: White Rabbit-Jefferson Airplane...ha! then in a scene, next, a guy gets electrocuted by an overhanging light...Luck, Parallel dimensions, Death...

I sat there under a coat, rubbing the cats nose, ( Muezza the 3rd) and getting bitten, because she decided that tonight, eyeing the edge of my coat like it was a mouse, paws in front... and I felt someone cuddle me..

"No...no...wow...no...who is this?" safe warm light.

Anna..."There are all Anna..." I hear Anna, because, well, they're Anna...

"I have Lover's King..."

Well, wait. So I can keep electrocuting my feelings, until I'm confused and physically ill. Distraught. Mistakes, all so much a mistake, I think to myself I can't find a way back into a sensible //sensitive pattern, like managing speech...the other Anna, became true love, because we cuddled in fly...she stands in a room I leave, and sings, my paintings; are snuggly, cuddly, nice, pretty. I don't hate that, but I bring it Hate, because Love is low, a low light, that's been very much used up...so I low speech, and thinking of Aliens is soothing, because it's interesting news, it's a rest from this planet...it's amazing that I know things about another Galaxy, a Zeitgiest...I'm silly...then more genius- coo-inging over some kids painting...what; "The kids a retard, smoking, thank you yes, I listen..." Because the GREEN LIGHT was slow for me, and I need to ponder over the clashing golden eyes.

Well, God, you dont shout out, do you? when someone is calling me for bed. Someone shouted to a woman in the house...some women collapsed... 

I'm very confused...


Yes, this is gross, but I'm a bit berefit, of happiness at the moment, so why savour a cuddle, go to go,got to keep moving...It's mentally exhausting...I'm am getting very sick, I've been crying HELL, the guy is a gnome, you are human dogs, I think God just burnt my baby because I defied, I heard fire, someone poked me, a girl fell in Love with the wrong, creep, Im sitting back in a coffee shop laughing, I sing I'm pulling an angel into bed, cause she's sitting with demons, a turn makes a boy in Heaven, into a Zombie, I want every man to fight, or every man to die, I will Fall You...screaming...I'm waiting for the baby sister to arrive, I push her over...I die, I die, the kids still a zombie, the babies are dead...every man forgot to fight, leave me in Hell...the shopping centre call, suddenly Im Allah himself, I'm getting louder and louder, a nearby alarm stars, it's my screams, the drums are rolling, the loud low horn (shofar) begins, it pits down, it stops because, techinally without SOUL voice, I'm going to lose, I cant put together what I'm calling for...the horn stops, it just piffles away, it's silly, you are dead, I'm dead, the horn is real, I can't invent horns, they begin, they forget...then I call that voice again;

calling family, the babies are dead, the babies are dead...

"I do not kill Holy married, I do not kill Eternal Life."
 
slight misquote.
then I'm back with humans, asking these humans, snogging teenagers, reds...something about reds...then worse, I do things through time, I let out fireballs from my fingers, that's why I heard fire, but I heard a girl I called, a relative in Heaven, try to source my head, my mind, while I'm dizzy in the aisles, dead, dead, and she dies, because I voice her to speak what I say, by accident, why do I get a poke, in the shopping centre? I just want

FIRE ON HELL

you dont want to know why, still fighting Hell, it looks like they got life... being forgiven ...well, I'm dancing.

But I'm still very dead.


(radio- Cream; White Room)

Book

begun: Novel, History of Planet Jesus, beginning; the resistance, and ' Amaclut dies by the Sword' ;



a real history...

will be published as a hardback book, for exhibition

Noble Warfare

The first night, I held a knife to her behind...I thought I could hear a man...I'm sorry that's you, I heard a man...that was fine, It wasn't noble warfare, I wouldn't go far; because, this man had done the same to me, and I wanted him to freeze. I told her the Mohammedan rules, 1. Fight accordingly, grab a man from behind and cut the throat. 2. Kill only for Him...3. Be Righteous in fight, bring the sword upon the head. Cut only the throat, stab only the heart...well, I tried to tell her, but I wasn't sure... ...the second time I learnt what could make a fable...I held her behind...the gold lights made a fable, the fable was cooking, it was called:

'the best book in the world'

I rolled around laughing...I'm laughing all over the bed; "I'm Bryon, I'm Annnie!!! I'm angry!!"...I had to toilet, I peed everywhere, jumped out of my trousers; "That's OK..." laughing at the

best book in the world;

"The Holy Bible!!" "I see it! We have made the English Bible!! The BEST BOOK IN THE WORLD!!" " " 2 minutes of joy of sex...let's keep making fables!!"

"Ray? Whats the best book?"
"MISHNAH!!! kama sutra!! THE BIBLE!!

"Joy of Sex! Joy of Sex, defunct penis, two minutes of dud, made Joy of Sex!! Ahhahha!! Just cuddles...only cuddles..." "Let me listen;; Allah will tell me; edomites!! You hated me, for that amount of time..."

"Isiah!! Job was the wonder!! Because it ended with our highest love, forgiveness...all the arguements in Isiah, then JOB!! Only it starts with new wonder in the New Testament...you reply to me with good love, in the questions from Job, you give me every question, we never know the answers!! God does this to keep the Covenant! Enshallah Forever, never question God...he never gets answers, because he is only man...it thrills!! I want to see the Tribes, I know this is subtle lovers, the Bible is Sci-Fi!! every arguement, what kills the Hebrew with tribes, our fights!! we made thought, we made emotion in seconds!! gold light fables...I want to see, I want to know..."

"I don't want homosexual...is that cuddle gay-sex?"

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"I found Mannie's, book, and sent pg 465, I took that tiny chapter, and wondered it to her!!!"

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"I can't believe what's happened!! We've got a genius in bed!!, we brought Emelbert everything!! Fable Penis!!!"

"Are you going to give me hell?"

"Let's think, let's song...I have two ideas, I need to see pictures of my dreams, send writers my dreams, fables, Heaven..."

"I wanted you, but you will break me...you say cool...cuddle like a girl..."

"This writer can see out of my window!! One of them is writing a whole book, on dreams and impressions of the atmosphere, I sent him blue and pink rain, she's written the sensations, she has the dream!!!"

"Do you want devil bed???"

"Chapter after chapter on the impressions of rain!!! The War!! The War has ended!! this is Virgina Woolfs!! Rats!!"

"I hate you, it's sin...you put there, sin..."

"The Nazi Goyim have died, and I've brought books, left them to show the end of war in books!! We will fight Hell!!! Higher and Higher Emelbert! England! Ireland!!"

"Do you like hurting? Are you sexual hate?? I don't like hate."

"Mannie? What is your fable? I want to make more fable, Romeo and Juliet, all we have already given, write me new, white and blue!!! --B--- let's make fable!! Together, make genius together!! Where can I fable, who will make Love???"

"You won't bite me?"

"I want to put fable, lots of fable, magic...It's called GOD."

"Oh....I want..."

---She was weeping last night, because that famous gay designer had died...she mentioned it today, I had said she was too red, then damned him to hell, i wanted to know, his soul died shrieking, it was a little mucky...I covered my entire face, because his friend was searching, I knew we'd both die, me, because I wouldn't love, his, on fire, because he was queer, I have a little paragraph, to end with about demons and angels...but it needs good words. huff.--today, she talked but I had no idea of Why?...I made myself physically sick, and sang, 'it was a gollum..." I played magic games, followed her through the corridor with a chimp with my head, and thought; 'I dont want, oh no...'---you think too red, I don't like hearing naked women wear burkhas on their head in a fashion show, I dont like too red, this man draws himself with his dick out, in a comic about himself, yo, dont talk to the kid anymore, she likes hearing you, because your bright, too red... DMN me the kid heard me read out loud...i am an accident you should know better---.

Job 3,

¹¹ "Why did I not perish at birth,
and die as I came from the womb?

¹² Why were there knees to receive me
and breasts that I might be nursed?

¹³ For now I would be lying down in peace;
I would be asleep and at rest

(something there...silly to quote, but it's happening...foolish to quote, tears, vain appraisals, devout heathens, clouded temples, voiced God, fallen angels...)

----Job 4

¹⁰ The lions may roar and growl,
yet the teeth of the great lions are broken.

¹¹ The lion perishes for lack of prey,
and the cubs of the lioness are scattered.

¹² "A word was secretly brought to me,
my ears caught a whisper of it.

¹³ Amid disquieting dreams in the night,
when deep sleep falls on men,

¹⁴ fear and trembling seized me
and made all my bones shake.

¹⁵ A spirit glided past my face,
and the hair on my body stood on end.

¹⁶ It stopped,
but I could not tell what it was.
A form stood before my eyes,
and I heard a hushed voice:

¹⁷ 'Can a mortal be more righteous than God?
Can a man be more pure than his Maker?

(...lover's fables...queens for gods, makers righteous...)

The Aliens

I had to tell the Jewish girl the story, over Christmas...the aliens.The thing with laser-guns....isn't that a bit dangerous in a crowded fight? I mean you might end up shooting your comrades, so this, discovered, when souls are yellow, they contain what the aliens call, an E26, the lasers shift into only killing yellow souls.

recap; ORANGE: actually means, we are clever Jesus.

I told her Roswell.

What wasn't told is that, the Amorelians, flew to us, landed in the American desert, and because of the Human look, we're given an I.D, and passage into America, some were FBI, I'm told some, joined the NY Jews, because they were already versed in Torah.

I know in the first landing (to save us in WW2, landing a little bit late) 59 American soldiers were killed, they left behind wives who know the truth.

The Americans said;

"WE DONT WANT PEACE!! WE WILL FIRE!!"

"6-1-9, 80 ALIENS DEAD!!"

" WAR IS US!!!"


I also know that, in 1999, there was another landing. It takes them just 5 years to fly from the Alien Planet to Earth.

They came here to pick me up. I'm Lars.

I felt awful over Christmas, I said, because of this, another new arrival, I predicted there would be a massacre of 75,000. I believed that meant Arabia. When I sat in the dark in my brothers room, alone, I saw two people, in the image of both his coats hanging over the door with a window. A very tall beautiful dark haired woman, and a man standing next to her, with a (comically, to me) very large nose, both were wearing robes and cloaks. I didn't feel to listen, I talk. They were discussing Hope.

The news, the 3 scout ships, were shot down over Christmas.

I had to tell them to GO BACK. They got the message, and agreed.

I saw the woman again, comedy, she looked 'celtic hebrew' looked about 7ft tall, tiny Tom Cat, wiggled all over the kitchen...(Mannie did this) my freggles lurched out, as I was throwing myself all over the floor, blue to green to gold, I nearly fell over...

Bleck! Hair! Tall! Yes! WOW!

I looked at the ships insides, the metal looks glittery white.

They got home to a welcome, and I left them to party...

Diatron/Angels...notes

Iblis was "Diatri King" He ruled our world.
We were the 1st (Elohim) to revolt.

With Diatri hating Him, everything went Low.

This is the oldest Lore

The Lore of Heaven.

The Elohim looked God.

Some of us went to Earth, under the Diatri was Hell, they battled, it was the time of Earth's first soup. Diatri were sick of soul. We the Elohim became Him. A few Diatri felt Love. We came from Love. We were the spiritual first. I was born to a self serving beast, father was sick, I said; "Let Me Go!"

Idom attempted a revolt, he was quenched.

When I grew up, I flew out.

I made it to another star. The Star was Atar. It was tropics.

The Diatron are beasts.

Danaan is my 6th wife.

The star was Heaven....

The Matishi Aliens

where have my aliens gone? I feel a little lost without my aliens...she's right, I don't hear souls...all that rubbish about music, she says, yes, it's drum and bass,

"But, you don't understand, I am crying Jesus, the Goyim government, have everyone dead, you say, gather men, I say that's His...we have twenty men, you told us to run, we ran, we went everywhere..."

This goes back sometime in history, let's write, what history, I can see. I can see, the rats, they are 3 feet tall, they have tails, they look, like giant rats...Emeeshi is the ancestor of Grant's, Grant is the Matishi soul, he says, "King, Soul..."

Emeeshi was the woman of search Jesus.

The Goyim.

How the Goyim arrived;
They developed from dead, they were built like, radio, they had tinny computer-like voices, as though they wore braces on their very regular straight square teeth...I used to believe that they were the seed of an evil man. They were soul-less. They heard 1080, evil men on Earth. They were viper, they cried a World War, (I believe the war lasted 50 years)they hated Jesus, so they looked soul-less, they wore baker boy hats, they were grey faced.
Grant arrived as Holy Men, he was brought up, singing Heaven, he had two children (gradually the litter, for Matishis became smaller, as, a smaller brood of larger babies, is less painful...) the children were King.

One was called Heeshy, the other Gray...Heeshy would cry, Gray would see sin...Heeshy grew up crying; "Dovid" This meant, to see Him, as something in light, especially to have, 'vital' behaviour. When he was 22, he met Avid, Avid was especially God.

Both Avid and Heeshy knew the government would cry everyone Hell, they were born after a war, their mother had told them, the hell of war...Their father Grant, was respected as Holy Men, he wrote a thesis on War, "War is devil. Create, nay, a War...We have looked to Heaven, and we will prepare the men!!..."

Heeshy grew up as a naughty boy, he would say; "Git! prepare Heaven!" he looked at girls, and said; "My bird!" His way of talking "Dovid" would be to tell that his father was, "Hearing Heaven! But see-ing me in Fell!" Dovid meant to him, a way to tell, "...to keep me in minx, and totally rot down Hell!..."
Avid, his friend, would journey with Heeshy to the 'Cartel'...The cartel, was, a holy temple, it looked like a massive hotel, inside the building, were, six spicklelets, which means, six types of cartel, envision, different paintings, the paintings were of God, God had long hair, little pink whiskers, and large, blue eyes. Avid was delirious, he said: "Beautiful bitches!!" They were loony, they wandered through the building, crying 'heardy' to holy women, "Babe...I can hear the movie!! The movie is skies!! It says, "Baby, Baby!!"..."

Their father Grant was climber, he climbed all the way, to Jesus. He was, penitent, holy sees. He was respected, by the human holy men of earth. The war had ended in his lifetime.

It had ended, because every Goyim, was abruptly vanished, they had begun to die, because God could see Sin.

Gray was special, he could see. Heeshy was diatronomous, he made men and women high. Avid was simple...Gray grew up, wanting...he wanted Freedom.

In 1991, Gabriella arrived on Emelbert, she was across the street from the Cartel, she said;

"Meet me women."

Gray was murdered by 'Abba'...Abba was sins. He hated hurt light. He told Heeshy to die, Heeshy laughed; "Mate! You're quig!" Grant deplored 'quig' (witch) "Why is my son dead??!"

He thought Gray had murdered. Gray had moved away to dead. Gray was King, because he knew the Goyim murdered and he thought ever-after was dead. He was thrown out for crying quig. He told Father, "Never make a man dead..."

He wandered the streets, he found.

Avid was laugh, "Look mate, he ain't a Quig!! I'll pray Quig!"

Gray was despised of Heaven, because he saw dead. His reason was;

"They killed Lars in Heaven..."

She said Yes. She was eating in a cafe, she had six spigs of money, equal to 26 quid, rented a little room. Wandered the town. She found the Matishi's high. One day, she leapt; "I can hear my guy!!"

She found him in a house...Gray was shine, he said; "Lars!! You are nay dead!!"

They met a guy called Kray, Kray immediately fled, he said; "This bitch is dead."

She forgave him, and joined him in the Cartel...They went to every town, they fixed an abode of a giant nest, made of branches and boxes. They wrote dictums and 'trivles'...Trivles are dizzy poems. Eggs and cheese. They wrote Heaven.

They become famous.
They heard demons...

Fame was witch, too many spiggles were spent. Lars left after 14 weeks. She had crowned Gray, for crying light. He returned to his Father. Grant was happy; "I welcome my son! I see him!!"

Forty books were published, it paid 8 spiggles a book, to set a company of printers, it cost 98. The books were pages and pages, mostly sin.

Gray was crowned/blessed in Heavens, because he prized Love, above all.

At the Cartel he was greeted, he said, soul. He loved Lars, she loved him. They fought the evil in a shower of rain, heathens were killed. The devil, they called, The Lord, it had arrived on Emelbert to kill the well, it left in a flower of rain because Mannie spent every tear in the clouds...

Avid arrived in God, and said; "Treacle, we are rod!! We have Heaven!!"

Kray became diatronomous, he left everyone with rhymes, the rhymes were,

See me witch?
We sell the itch.
I wanted look, she'll never look...

Lars thought Kray, God, because every time she shone, he said: "WOW!"

When Kray was crowned, Gray told Kray to go, crowning means a special blessing...he told Kray, "If you ever hate a man, you will be dead..."
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Kray was 'turtle' he though it was guy to hate, he would tell us; "This man ain't break! He's a tert!" He could see the men we met, and tell us soul. He was anger. Gray was well, whole. He thought the time to kill a demon, was 'chantelle', 'easier to do' than to fight the goyim in a long hideous war. He would quote Grant, he met a girl, and said; "You are nay Lars..." Lars slept in special, she had a mansion in the skies, she did God's work. She taught Love. Their picture of the Goddess was a soft picture.

(to be continued)

Through the Window

I walked downstairs. A woman there, I went through the Evalner door.

"Evie? That's you?"

"Your hair is black!"

"Luther! I thought you had died!" I died in 1965.

I heard; "You Him!" I freaked and walked upstairs, showed her my profile, nonono, Look! This face and nose lurch, I'm not him!! I look like little prince Morgana!!"

tune-Sisters of Mercy-Album-Flood land-track one; Dominion / Mother Russia (Medley)-
I live on Elvaner/{really, it is the Planet Earth, I will love Evie; "She says, every night, you died."

I remember, I look in, I said tell----- you don't want...

---Russia was completely overcome- I sent troops.---

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Women from Emenaty appeared, grieving me, they were in the walls, I saw them walk out the same as I had when waking up in the mental hospital, i told them I was fine, I was born here, and, so, I came back...---

---Russia was easy. I said; Slovacks, you are Slavic, we are King.

I'm a stone, a little bird flutters, I'll keep smoking.

I said, Jew were Lovers, they stopped killing Jews, I willed Lovers, I invited them to my home, they live with me. They heard Yahweh and skied,

what are we in now? The total extermination of Gods was the Armageddon, Door 1 remained in Heathen, they said, Jew soul...

I started in 1945. I said; Bring Him.

Russia is in half---"And the extermination of men who cry you are Slovacks will stop. I have become Emperor. I am Jewish, my people have Heaven. We have died, in the loving of God, this Earth is mine, the Nazi's fold, for I hath Love..." They think we fork---"But, YOU! ARE JEW!! WE VANT REICH!!" I said, "the Reich is mine, the volk are men, they want Heaven, I am Heaven men, SEE MY SOUL AND CRY!! IT IS SICK OF HEATHEN, THE DEATH IS ABRUPT, BUT I SHALL EVER KING!! BRING HIM!!"

China stays safe.

I can hear outside my window, a voice!! Usually I see a little light, and have to guess the conversation;

"Yes! My name is Eva, I still vant Love."
please mouse, leave; I freak; I say;

"Then I'll pray you Love."

Eva, I hear the machine, two worlds; "You are 1935? Ah, I have pins and needles! Deustche?? Yes, german, gods. Eva, stay away from me. I call up, please see her Heaven.

"Look through" she says. Mad you don't. She says;

"You say its war, its Loves."

Dont mad, dont mad.

"At the first voice....RUN!!!"

"Lars, I'm Vater, in Heaven!"

yes yes tears, yes

I put my head to the floor, the light is gold, it streams out of my mouth into the sky and disappears....

Please, lef....me.....leave....I say;

"Can Oi Guo??"

"Why do you want to go, when we're ....."

I can hear her out ;loud, I dont, dont know, by the window. Waving my hands forward, "I've left dead men, I'll go..." I'm smokes,....toilet....

"I LOVE YOU!" in gold, the aura soul is light.

It's heard.

"You are Did?"

"That's a silly word, where are you?"Hah! I can hear the girls, "Hah???....repeat???"

"Yah, I went home."
the girls are crying and arguing i'm sure they are angry ..."Why doesnt he think?? He is low? She loves Him so much!! He says No!!"

I can see a ring flying down, it's being thrown away...i'm sure they are angry

(track 4-sisters of mercy-floodland)

Jewish Alien History

because we were fallen in God, we needed a Messiah, he brought God...
We are eleven heaven, we think you love, the Hebrew first appeared in Heaven, they were his arm, his left hand brings Heaven, of 199 we were 91, that meant?We were 91 in death, 91 is half-death, 199 was "Never come Home!"We were only God, never higher, because we are only God, because we weak, Michal was Ashola, Michal rose higher and higher, we are the Eleventh tribe, in lower Heaven there is one tribe, the tribe is Geudah. Lut'er? we are we from? We were born luck. What is our tribe, it is Luther men who lead...the original tribe is Azot, also Azorite, which does sound like Israelites, the soup is, we are mix of aliens, the holiest tribe is azet, they live in higher heaven...azet=free. Prepare for death, for they hath cry of golus and they freak men who fly, we are Meskaia!! I am, Askor=Sent. If I repeat... I would hate! If I repeat ha?ha?ha?...terrible...I was, sent...

180 men cry luck, better to love. I see the born on this lower heaven, the born are soul, this man beside me, was a crook, his name is heathen, he died crying, you bully me, you bully me...Elvaner men appeared from Heavenly hope, we were the blood of dead men, they were brought luck. They said; Don't let us die, we brought Him, the Armageddon brought him, let the end of the world begin150 souls are the kill in war, they reincarnated into goyim souls, they were fascist girls...

The Amorites march upon AMorellia. The King is Gavid.

Gavid teng Amoree for Love Him

David tay Love You.

Gavid brought forth a Holy fight, yay the Amorelian God. They took swords, adn quelled the Amorites, they fought Lord, Gavid heard the 'saul', he cried. He killed David, he killed Michal. He fell.

David appeared in white light. He took the corwn, the Amorelian greeted God, he married. 40years of light. "What shall I do for them?" set us free.

"Father, we are hate men."

"Gibonai!" means, you leave. The Gibeonites were unclean.

The Bible Unearthed, by Israel Finkelstein and Neil Asher Silberman

Kings of United Monarchy;

David, ca.1005-970 Finds;

No evidence for David's conquests or for his empire. In the valleys canaanite culture continues uniterrupted. In the highlands continuation of Iron 1 settlement system.

Built by "Dezar" a man of huge wealth. Cried "David is my star!"Extensively invested in God,Built Temple. Called it; Soloman-"Soul King"

Found of Dezar- A book.

Book brought bible, tells of the fantasy of the Amorites-ancient Geudah, this is the story of 'saul' which means, 'heart demon'. The battle of Gomorrah = was the death of demon. = ach King David. how we built soul.

Amorites, pg, 35...(Amarru:), (Planet Jesus word for love)

the assumed westward migration of groups from Meospotamia toward Canaan-the so called Amorite migration-in which albright placed the arrival of Abraham and his family-was later shown to be illusory.

pg.320 Appendix A Theories of the Historicity of the Patriarchal Age-

The Amorite Hypothesis, the Amorites (literally "westerners", Albright and his followers went a step further and indentified the Patriarch as AMORITES, and dated the Abraham episode in the genesis stories to this phase in the history of Canaan. Abraham was tribe Judah, Geu is Lion, (that big cat is Geu....!)According, Abraham, was an Amorite merchant who migrated..."Yet the Amorite hypothesis did not last long."

The Amorite quelled, Gavid began God, he said;

'They have fallen Love, My Jesus is God, they have made me stone, my people have left Love."

Bathshua meant throne. It was a popular name in God. "I marry throne, I have home."

David wrote; "They have broken me, they appear like men, to defile my name, they think I want King, I want Holy Love."

Gavid; "I have fail the throne, we are lim (meant Learn)"

I was sent!

Multicolours Souls, Evalner/Planet Earth has Luther

Hair Colour; it is Mothers wed, which means,

You are the source of colour, Hair/-Soul/- Hair is God, pregnant woman soul. Prayer keeps this child god.

HAIR; affected by wants, nay parental mix, Does both! Hid, pregnant hid.

You make souls, when you weep, they never cry hair is souls. It's a little tweak. I choose colour! We weep;

They sheols/hell; Show red.

They made well=white, blue is holiest. They fell=black.

You think showing the state of the world would be no?

Then let them know!

COLOURS OF SOUL

vanilla-we worship god, need love so much
blood red-we love god, they lead us, we white./'scarlet women' indescribable
white-we give love! We are happy, feather light.
green-True Love/darker green: woe in Love.
dark blue-we are holiest.
matte bright blue-we are silly, funny behaviour, jokes.
light blue-we show Him.
turquoise-we were soul blessed
orange-we think intellectually, like Hell...evil thought
bright pink-we party like Him!
light grey-we are god intellect.
dark matte grey-hell
light pink-we love. happy.
yellow-sick sinners.
lemon-Worship/wanted love, brought forth Him, worships God.
red-hatred
lilac-we want to party!!
lime green-we are sinning!!
cream white-feel sick/satan thought
deep black-holy anger
matte black-sin.

The Mother is blood. The Mother Him Lover. We fear Mother. Why have Lover? We seek top know light, he hath become the light, he hath become. We write the soul in light. "We thank!" We feel thank-white. The darkest blue is soul. We have shift soul.

LEVITES

How old are we in light? 32

How are we fight? They wanted love or luck.

Davening group is astonishing, two men vigil and write what they hear and feel while the rest of the men are in prayer. I want rabbi. Forgive men 25 times then tell them to go.

I write in vain, Mother show;

"If you want to know leaf, I will show."

Five colours think six
six thinks pi

Pi means we go round, we die.

Spectrum/red infra/ultraviolet. begins purple, halts red. So generation.

Humans thoughts began red, and they were shown men, and they thought (orange) "We are Ged!" Said the aliens, the humans said; This man Ged is the light!" They jump out in sin (yellow), partly right, they fell, ?, because they thought fell God, make Ged give us His, NO?! He is dead!" "Become Saviour!" makes (Green), they learnt they found holy love, (blue) Hated Infidel/Love God (purple) Indigo love Jesus, they heard Jesus "Hope For Jesus!" The light at the bottom of the rainbow is Gold...
The Revelation Gems
The book of Revelations - The Apocalypse - lists twelve layers of precious stones as being the foundations of the spiritual city of the New Jerusalem. There is an opinion that they are the same twelve gems as those in the vestments of Aaron. Here also there is an element of confusion where the translation is concerned:
1 - jasper 2 - sapphire 3 - chalcedony 4 - emerald 5 - Sardonyx 6 - sardius / carnelian
7 - Chrysolite 8 - beryl 9 - topaz 10 - chrysoprasus 11 - jacinth 12 - amethyst.
Ends with Gold, Revelation Chapter 21 18-21

18
15 The wall was constructed of jasper, while the city was pure gold, clear as glass.
19
The foundations of the city wall were decorated with every precious stone; the first course of stones was jasper, the second sapphire, the third chalcedony, the fourth emerald,
20
the fifth sardonyx, the sixth carnelian, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth chrysoprase, the eleventh hyacinth, and the twelfth amethyst.
21
The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each of the gates made from a single pearl; and the street of the city was of pure gold, transparent as glass.
22
16 I saw no temple in the city, for its temple is the Lord God almighty and the Lamb.

Plus: This odd story;

I'm not feeling well. No, no, I feel sick, sick.
"They've killed babies, THEY'RE USING GLUE!!"

I can't eat, I'm low. I'm praying they can sleep. They are begging in the streets, handing out pamphlets. Manna is like thin biscuits. They have an underground for writers, because the guns mysteriously disappeared, I can feel a whole breakdown, it rips up souls, and aches bones. It seems empty Levites are sure to light, only two more years. It's painful, pain, pain. I can't find a high. The printer broke. I have let the Amorelians choose light or fire, transmission; the fight of the tribes is god, light or fire, they've split in two. When we arrive everyone will feel well. We arrived in Hell, we hid. we fought fascists, the hebrew men god, it was a choice.
last night THE REAL PLANET EARTH
Hail! We are on lower heaven, the ninth level, why have we the gun? I am government on the real planet Earth, second in command, Planet Earth to an evil government, they call me Luther, von Teuton last night I had a trip, this occurred to me I hate this!! I am suits, I sit outside the white house, with a briefcase, the people in the mental hospital are, :LINDA: a white woman, quite posh definately god, planet Ezquitar, reincarnated, WHY???!! Now a woman on medication; JOHN: A man who cried we were spics,reincarnated . SATVINDER the Indian girl: An reincarnated Amorelian boy who cried we were Turks, Turks was never accepted by men of God, let you know that everything larsjewish house.

I'm seeing myself wearing a baggy suit, there is an angel wing emblem on my shoulder, a white star of david in my hand, and for some reason, a bright blue swastika floating in my teamug. When the Armaggeddon occurred in 1945, and yet again in 2005, the kitchen was the END, six of us were in the house, the street was mainly Pakistanis, there is a heightened fear, the skies outside are so grey, they looked like every wall is tinged with the nuclear, I peer out of the keyhole and see a white couple in the car, I believe they have just killed, they are in a hurry to get out, the UFO...and where we are walking in the living dead, and demon men disguised in humansouls.

We are in; Skymen..."Vark enola, evarla egrog..." The men that fell from the sky...In 1945, we were brought to an eleven, which means, America hit a height...

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Planet Etok/evrog... Idiot! Turklands book Ezequitar, namer Luther, we are lower heaven 9th,

Luther is on Planet Evalner, resistance keep. Fair England coded by Lars, sent intergalactic...fought off 98 vrek men`, evalra sky-men, nazi myth about men who came down from the sky, blamed jews twice, dead, dead....Black sky is Luther, bring forth love hevaen, sleep in sky, ask why? Jesus (they call, white louis) Nazi's fold....Where were souls sent from Hell???

We 'vice' survived, everyman was dead. The people burned, the people survived, Demon Power, be God, SIX!!!! in the HOuse! How become five???, YOU WILL GO, YOU WILL LIE,

OTHER PARTS OF MY SOUL....mUMMY IS aiSHA? wHY DAUGHTER, WHY FATIMA,

WE ARE THE PEOPLE OF GOD, I REALISE LIE, I WANTED LOVE, TOO LATE.

The first home is wine.-(If she's lemon! Home!)

Still crying-----AT----VOISCT HEISER.

Voisct heiser was bring us voice, they started too much to rely on everything I said...too insane...I hate the voisct heiser, it is led, the nazi's too like follow, things went wrong...code name....they said sky blue swasitka, funny happy, like;

"Ain't you a vart!!" "Seek me solly!" Luther!! We are grate the time, voisct heiser fline!!! (is flying)

how jews appear, what is on planet earth,

Planet luther men hath died, we are turn to night, this planet is called

RaeffiLand And The Library

tune on the ears-Nightwish-Amaranth

The Raeffi's called, they are my alien jewish tribe, God spoke;

"Thou art my holy tribe, the Levites." Lev-vites-not-leaveites.

The Amorelians are calling for their death, I hear a man weeping, whilst the Obama Inaugaration is blasting through the television, yet not calling my attention, he says;

"They are converts!!" I reply, you mean, Charlatan, they are 'Shardenfraude'??" He is crying, he has a funny little ring to his voice, it's like circles, like wideface, like father-puppies;

"Yes!"

WE WILL ARRIVE IN RAEFFILAND IN THREE WEEKS.

I woke up well, the Amorelian are horrors, they are like germans, they want to wipe the tribe, it's 195 a.v. and it's hell on earth.

I woke up well.

Where was I? You arrived in Raeffiland and called God, every man said, want God, the word is Hope. They remember you writing to the children about evilman, that they prey on weakness, for example they look at an ordinary woman, a mother, and they seethe that she is ? ('a stupid bitch with no brain') for saying something like, "That's Lovely!", THAT is Fascism...and they call my jewish men, Mares, I wrote that we are majestic, and when we feel King, we dohold our heads up high!!, that we are the holy slaughtered sheep, that you wrote to a Rebbe, you did well in the library, (I researched a 'Dictionary of Fantasy Books and Films') 'what have they got?' They have an amount of holy writings, they have seek films, they learnt what men to employ for GodWork, they have Jesus film, the one about Angua the Werewolf was hot, is what a romance, and I heard girls discuss the film, how it was sad, that she couldn't stay with her guy's jewish friends, because the moon-souls kept turning her into a wolf. You gave them Ashel, which is a writing of God, about where holy men have luck, 'the luck is? I hate luck, it's too want to be lucky, and too expectant, and it's a bastard to thine our soul to know you have lucky, The luck means?' That every Jewish man has been given the soul of God. You also wrote them, love weak. They are right to call them 'Charlafrans' they bring evils...

Also, the colour of souls is slow...'?'...it seems, no 'They look, see white. Say; Will they show?' Also some of them on Planet Jesus have multicoloured hair, one man understood it meant, that, when God sighs, an amount of colours appear, she is rainbow souls, she sees rise, (in meditation) and out comes White, and how it affects babies souls, (in the mother's belly) is that, they also feel the rise, and Lars knows it took, because the mum, talks to the baby and prays her well, and along comes a baby with white head of hair, the Yellow! is a jump!! because it is a sin colour! Explain;

They hear soul...and if they have a husband who shreik, some men shreik, it causes a knot, the knot is a slight part of their dna jumping into a new colour, 'so? the colour appears from when they are made?' I can see a jump in front of my eyes and it was green and blue...bang bang, purple! What am I doing? I said think, thinkYes! the made makes the hair colour, but the mother keeps the baby in soul...

still doesn't make sense. And if they have married other types of alien, the multicoloured hair begins to slow down, in 30 years, they are all back to having hair like us, brown, mostly...

They began to cry, we are the soul of sheep and we want life, and men became meek, they said; "Yes, to be jewish sheep..." The Library;

You hit a fantasy of human, human that kill men and bring hopeful, men that feel, the film about;

A jewish man, that sees sin everywhere he goes, needs to meet men who are sinning and get sick from the sin, greets everyone, and then catches the yellow ick off sinners, and gets so ill, begins to sin to that he almost dies, and yes he is forgiven by everyone because they see through."

When You King?

Planet June!

I received a letter last night, in my dad's car on the way home...a girl wrote to Jesus, she said Kim loves Mummy's Art, I freaked!!! "Kim was a baby I had with a dirty man, and they sent me to Munich!! They wheeled me out of the camp because I looked blonde!!!"

She said; "I'm on Emenaty..." Being my child on Emenaty, mean't I had been on that planet, and if I had then, I was surely going to Hell, because that was what Planet June had once been, Hell, and I started crying, her voice was like a little silver star in the sky shining on my eyes and I forgot to listen, I cried that not listening would kill my soul, that it would slide lower and lower for not heeding the love, and I shook, and I muttered and I shook, "THEY PUT ME IN HELL!! WE'RE ALL GOING TO HELL!! HELL!! HOW CAN I STILL BE GOD??!!" I said, this out loud, and at the same time, told my mum, we are Heaven...I went immediately to the bunkbed, and called back the star...I hear an American girl cry; "Mom!!" Kim told me about granny Hettie, I shone!!!! Hettie is the name of a girl I recalled, perhaps wrongly from the film, The Secret Garden, Hattie/or/Hettie/Henrietta the name of the ghost girl dressed in black clothes of mourning, that the main character meets in the film...We talked in German, I was a little slow, and I kept laughing even though I felt sooooo dead...I said Nanny is away travelling...unt (We favour the T instead of the D!! THe language is some kind of german interspersed with Spanish and of course we can all speak, Inglesh!) Unt you are Grandmutter's Bambta?? Unt you are in Heben?? Emenaty!! Well, I came back to Earth...Unt I went to Jerusalem, Unt Irushalem, the golden gate, the entrance to the temple that is blocked, because the main temple is gone and now it is Arabic, the entrance to the temple, Do you remember when we built the moskee? Yah? We have a few mosques on Emenaty, and Daddy-Nanny would ride his horse there, and sing the Adhan like God...Kim likes Nanny's Art!!??? Yah! I can see that painting, the black falling down the canvas on a green background like slime...Unt Granny Hettie married einer herren called Jesus??? Unt Kim is my bambta?? Unt Yah!! I love my cigarillos??!! Yah!! The beatniks!! Spanish!!!??? Ha,ha, cigarillos, I'm leaving to smoke,...Unt Uncle is a communista and he hates kindergarten, hahaha, but is liebe Gotts, and he wants to God, he is a good herren, unt YES!! We had a music player, I remember, called a gramophone with the whirlywhirly handle, hehehe...hehehehe...yah, Hettie sounds so American!!! I'm Heben!!! Heben!!! Heben!!! King for Heaven!!! Kim!! Nanny reads Kipling!! Kim, go to sleep, are you going to sleep?? Gut Nacht...Mummy and I are coming back in 3 weeks!! We can bring Nanny Hannah!!! Yah!! Liebe du...Gut Nacht, Kim, gut nacht, back in 3 weeks...."

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The Blacks; the whitemen keep hearing, we're blacks, we are on PLANET JUNE, (because Lars killed the devil, in the month of June, met Polly in the month of June...) I tell them it's the naughty grandchildren and that it meant, 'how are we in souls??' I laugh to remember it, fat white women getting aggressive, lawyers meetings, how I'm the one with the right to say, MEETING ADJOURNED!! I have a castle, I have a wolfhound, my horse is special, it has a purple pink colour, the purple feels well on the saddle, I have a white saddle, the reins are ropes of several colours, the pink is a jump!! The average wage a day is £95, a pack of tobacco costs a farthing, we have old-fashioned ploughs, old printers, and we hand out mosaics that can be stuck into walls, like Barcelonas!!

Everyone, everyone in that generation arrived in HEAVEN!!! The skies were red, one day they turned blue, the grass was red too...I took some friends too, and some strangers, an Iranian Jewish Orthodox girl, who wakes up today and realises she has spent a life, married to an angel, and she has angel babies, another Jewish guy who worked in government, and wrote books on sins and good deeds, and taught the goyishe about jewish love...and the armies of angels!

Poleskaantine

I have joined a new religion;

The Poleskaatine, it means; Polly Loves Thee.

It is a funny religion, it is rock,

the rules are;

rock. be Jesus. Love. Have delirious.

She is histronic, she's weeping on the sofa, sleeping in the kitchen, shaking under the table.

My real name is;

Lucifer!

Men wrote the Neon Bible, it was a dialogue on the evil of war. She had a black night, the night meant to her, Death. She revelled in the night. It were left. We wanted everyone height. I rmbled in the death, was it the storm? To reply like a Pollykat;

"Yed!" I'm dead.

Yed, we have luck, we want gain. Our luck is blame, you Amorelian, Took!

Eberok is the language of the Gods. Took, means want...they reply in english. Bonk; Look!! Bonk, bonk...erkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!

Ya time, eman eradok, evrog;(love)Hashem,(Be shy!!)

Love and Be Shy!!

One guy hollered; ""I want God!"

"Hashem."

The Polly rules are;

"You sog!" Keep me in life. Want a bride.

The Problem With Fascists

Well, she was a delight...I told her Planet Aseros, I told her Adam, and she greeted him, and she loves...

I had a vision of a man sparking together two thick cables.

...and the dream was shaky, I greeted a couple with Jesus, but they were spooks...To describe how the atmosphere felt is impossible. I woke up in the bunk bed, the guy was invisible, the woman, seemed to wear a huge blonde wig...They were Nazis, they spoke like death and emptiness. It looked like a cafe, but the walls were a blue grey droufle empty, and the tables were clear of anything, and we were not allowed food. They showed me what I thought were maps, one map was shaped like a komodo dragon, it was divided into different coloured spaces, I talked maps, I thought the spaces and numbers were contour lines. It was a list of how many Jesus men they had killed. I was awake, and hearing; "We are devils, we think this Jewishness is what will kill you in the devils, you seek whatever you can find, we want death, what do you seek? Look at the table and tell me..."

"It is a work of God, we have an army, and we want God. This map will tell me God."

"We want Lod."

They said; "Try again, look at the table." I looked and screamed. They said;

"You see this map, this map is Lod. It is assembled like my devil. It is a map of men murdered. It is a map of dog, each part resembles a sect, the purple you see is jealous, devil men are jealous. It is a drawing of a devil. The lower part is sick. We have made men kill. You want sick. We say sick is well, we make you well. Try sick, and fell. The green is bitch, the numbers represent death, each part of the map is death, we killed when we were sick. Lut is dog. We like to Lut. We see you want dead, walk over to here and give us bitch, each of us will bitch."

I said; "Mummy God, If I tell them we're Him, will it work?"

She was screaming; "Louis, Can't bring them Him!!! Wake up!!"

I awoke. That scene had felt like a world I imagined about a year ago, a world that had just begun, and had somehow been filled with a number of men from earth, how bleak and lonely it looked, that there were a few caravans, and someone had thought, I had thought it, that there was a radio trying to find other men on the planet, because the planet was so grey, or even, trying to find men in space, on ships or other planets. There is a sweet caravan park somewhere that's on a hill to a city, and the city is lit up like an orange, and there are little alleyways, and amazing buildings with high stained glass windows and candles, and cobblestones, and that time I had had lots of fun. I think I met gnomes.

I thought of the little guy Adam. I thought I was on Planet Aseros. I knew if he was on this planet he would need prayer and help. I imagined he was now grown-up.

The planet was Aseros. It was Shesh. Something had hit. Shesh is what Jews call the: Evil Planet. Shesh is full of demons, and it is made when Jews get sick. So sick...

Aseros looks like a wonderful world but men became corrupt, their leader was a man who wouldn't lead. He fell in the sky, and men bled. He wanted to kill. He heard devils and scorned, he said;

"My world. My world is dim. Bring my world."

The people were Jewish, why were they Jewish? They were Jewish, because they became Jesus. These Jews, They killed? Yes, in 300 hundred years there have been men who fell from Earth. They fell in book, and they burned. Planet Aseros, loved Jew. They heard planets, but men said if they are Jewish, they are Fell. How did Planet Aseros know Jewish? They knew us, because we learned. We learned to keep Gods. We go to Heaven and every Jew cries planets. You made me think Jews fell, to this planet.

They fall when they kill.

So, Jewish men in history have been sent intergalactic??

They have.

But then, why would they keep crying Jewish?

We, cried Jewish, in Heaven...

Then are Jewish men ever fallen? Many men have fallen for Hell.

Planet Aseros, is Adam's world? I see our army of Jews walk through the countryside. They've infiltrated, they work in God. What is the situation on Aseros.

The situation is the woman you call Michal, is bringing light (which means all the Jewish women that have arrived there...I had a vision of them in her blue trousers and turbans.)The men are crying if we want light...six men are in government, they have toppled the Heemo, the dictator of the world, and we are now Hero. Adam is well, he said, like you, to be a King is well, but it's never what I want.

How did they overthrow? They appeared in a room, and wrestled him, and said, we are Love. And men greeted them, and said, the murder was Gods. And they have brought peace to the world. The girls bring schools and they teach psalms, Asero people greet, and love. The dictator, he killed his way to power.
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I can see the past and the future, I live by the river, I can see the factories in a little quarry, in the future the quarry will be deep water. Where the charity shop is, is now a tiny waterfall, and a little stream, the trees on the roundabout are very tall, and bare. The light is golden. It's tropical. Humans' faces are covered all over with thick hair, even the women. I see the past, I am full of tears.

And the cliffs and hills are dark red, and the tears rush down, and create the oceans.
----Exodus from Egypt;
Meeting the girls; I wanted to know more about Egypt, and I wanted to know two of my 'girls' ancestors...I saw her Granny up on a hill, she was naked (we all were) brown, and glorious, she held up a staff and cried Jesus, her hair was so long and wavy dark/black, and it flew in the wind, she had amazing large large dark eyes (like girl's) and she heard me go, shoo shoo, and she talked to her girl, and then I heard...because I told Mum, that girl had made a hip hop record in Heaven; "Does the record go; "I look so good, I look so good!" (??)" And I said to girl's mummy don't be so rude, And I told the mummy her granny was Jesus SAVIORS, in the desert, and she began to cry...and granny knew I had gone schoo shoo, so she kept telling girl she 'looked too good'. And girl laughed because of Granny, because Mummy thought Granny was a girlie girl's girl, et al. And I met the next girl's granny, and I looked at her yummy, because she looked like Annie F. and I repeated to that girl, that I loved Granny's broken face...and yummy, que sa...Because Jewish girls make me feel well, no, only the old grannies, it's because of spirit and everyone else, like you, enduces violent vomiting...And I didn't have a granny, (Yes, I do, and I have a Grandfather, Shlomo Arizal!! He leaves me a message; Be Good, Louis)there in Egypt but I'm some one's granny, I could be your Granny. you are dead american you are dead...
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So, the girl was drunk....and I am hysterical. Dorothy is dead, because Dorothy truly loved Louis (Green Eyes syndrome/proof) And Louis died because he knew he was Dorothy...and he couldn't find her, and because he couldn't find her he began to dream, and he dreamt that he was. Her!! Staring out of the window dreaming of Benchley, well, is what happened to Louis, and Louis had only seen the proof of Louis' eyes, and Louis'd heard of Benchley, but Louis had talked to Dorothy throughout her life, and they didn't know it was Louis, and because of the dream he began to think he was Dorothy, that she had fallen down from Heaven, and become Louis, and Louis then dreamt, that Dorothy was more than Louis dead, that he would have one chance a year to see Dorothy, and then Dorothy would be taken away by the demons, and the demons would mock Louis, by bringing Dorothy back next year...So Louis was her, and Louis died. And Louis screamed and screamed.

Death, The Terrorist!!

"This is not your house!!" they shout, "Well that's funny cos menteng I own the house..."

I'm cunning, that's why!

I say I am going through the 'Gothic' door, because I see it in front of me, Gothic because it is black and it says die and hell...and I say this is the Jew's, they dictate where I go when I die, I say it on purpose, because I want to hurt, like everyone else, and I am helled....I smash plates

I've realised. I go for a walk in the house and I am surrounded by crying women in robes rolling around on the floor, what I am to do?? My easiest language is Aramaic, followed by french, and I must stop crying "Hot Shit!!" in Punjabi, when I watch her in the kitchen...but, these holy women ;

I can nay hear them, and I decide, I am not; them!. Why? Because I am in death.

I understand the concept of time, as Pratchett writes it the Trouser Time Theory, it means I have already a taste of Heaven, and when I die, that taste (according to how I have thought and acted) will be taken away, because I am mean, I am rude, I am never one to mourn (what is mourning?? The werewolf? why is she killed, is it because she was a felled soul? It is right to say there are higher men, (Aryan, Kushka, to Dahksha) and this belowman?? I hear the girls say, how could we ever tell? It is disgusting for my wife to change, she knows how my mind works...Allah will still save, and if I have the power, make it work arubptly, which is good intention, but how can I talk her back, in the change??? that would entirely mess her up because I know the change word, and she says "Louis, I know what you're like, don't change me in change!!"...and I am slow, so slow, I hear my own to be "Expecting the good, but fearing the worse! And make everything work out fine", RIGHT NOW

And I only want to hear good, because how could Allah have made it any over way??? How could we tell a belowman from a god?? Because the godman is riddled with sins, everything is basically a sin, until YOU, just leave...just leave everything, or, worse, cling to rules, rules that you THINK in obeying make you anyone better...we are little pigs...I mean is the werewolf a result of hellmen, being deincarnated?? (falling down into animal...reincarnation) My mourning should be real, I mean to say,

I should feel it, and damn the rules!!! I want my rules, not the hospitals, jewish rules, This would lead to a straight jacket, OR this could lead to showing more love...what can I do?? I hear;

"Werewolves are made from God, because God looked at the woman from whom He made the moon, and He wants Her, so He, Howls!!"

I met an Arab boy in the takeaway, and he swore at the staff, I expected a reaction, of what I don't know, but as he walk out, opening the door, I threw, an incredibly godlike look, my eyebrows darkened, my eyes turned red, and in front of my eyes, his hands reached his face, bent, and he began to dribble...

I have killed a boy. And I pray, logially that if Allah power did this, Allah power can heal.

Then last night, I see the face of a girl, mouth wide open, my girl, my daughter, and she has been killed. I do nothing, I lay there, wondering who this is, Allah, (this hebrew god of yours) someone up there has destroyed my daughter because she said God is a hog!! And I don't look at the women who did this, but I think I hear them, and I call them Burkha Bitch, please don't be moslem, I bet you're fat fascist cow, and then I think of my woman in Heaven, that I see at the door of the house, it's Mannie's house, she is waiting inside, with the children, wearing her burkha, is this Mannie? (she wears the silver and black veil I bought her) looking like I have died, and then I have other images of British soldiers finding this house, yes, this is Mannie's house, and having us all killed, this is the end of our world...this is what will happen, that weekend, i spent five hours in the rain, watching the cat through the door, with a can of beer, standing in the rain, with soaked shoes because I fell in a puddle, occassionally talking to a Matishi rat alien drum n bass nut, she likes "I'm a black man! Black man!" (taken from Mannie's son, I think he is cooking up more than chess matches, and he's doomed!!) and, talking into the house; "I like you to see this is love, I have waited here, and believe God, my love here, my love is yearning for you!! My love is greatest! This cat is Jesus! Please remember we are One! I have ever love!! Is point to be scored? because we're soul! Please understand I am God!" Then, I wander into the shops, holding up a tin of pineapples and a blackcurrant juice, in each hand, I think the guy has been rude, so I burn his face!! I have been strangled, shot, crucified, eaten, burnt, and I'm beginning to think; DIE, like me!! and I say; "I did it!! I admit it!! I am the terrorist!!"...think, wait, wait, you will have forever to be God, last night, I think who am I most comfortable with in Heaven? I mean who relaxes my soul?...and what am I to do?? Pray for the best...go to mourn...

My task, is; To See His. Ask everyone, and no-one, if he is OK, because something in me has cried, keep me soooo away from Heaven!!!

I don't...For ten minutes I am low, but I say, SEE MINE!! see Proof!!...And I am back to this!!!! Nothing!! Barely hearing but assured she is fine, no idea who she is...no idea what these women say to me, expect "We are dead!!" And my sister what am I to do, when I hear Baal, and it is something in my dad, WHY must Anne visit me, with cords round her wrists....what devil men have overtaken Heaven??!! And I look at my sister laughing, then bang I drop into her soul and see her soul break in front of me, even though I have spent so much time worrying for her... Why do I say Annie is my Love, when I never want to see her?

The werewolf?? "If I had the power, I would let her remain a woman for life..." Then, this morning, I hear it has worked, AND yet, this evening she is back to wolf, and Allah is leading her away from me, down, through a door, because it is forbidden????
Mourning

The shopping trips tells me much, I miss out on the mosque, because I'm shy, and the girls have followed on the bus, to keep me happy, so I go into the library inside, it's a tiny library, I find the newspapers and sit opposite the Tamil section, I think of an Orthodox woman for bed, she's married...this voice in others has died, I see and hear the happiest moslem woman talking to her children, and it's the best!!! But I am damned pissed at finding the best, and my voice is taken again, and she says the word; "Dead!" or "Sex!" And then I woe my soul, and cry let them go, then I hear and see sparkling lights, like a William Blake, the sun shining through a cloud, and the Angels speaking..."Go Away! Please forgive me!! I don't want to hear you!!" But I am I want to hear my wives so much......And I walk through the rain back to the shopping centre to buy my Jewish Chronicle, and look into all the moslem area shops chanting Paki, paki, paki, because I hear the word in my head...and Ive let go!!...And I hear a man crying And I tell Annie she needs a punch!!! A punch for making me think you were dead in Heaven!! I will come home and beat you!!! How dare you come to pretending you were killed, and I look at myself, and I'm sick yellow, and I have three black nipples on my chest and I hear her scream... And I say, "Do you see this, last night I was a beautiful woman, now you see what my soul has become, and I send myself to Hell" I know people in the street can see me so I send it away; To Hell...

I see the headlines, Bomber Boy Kills...I work for Heaven, so I check, thinking this is what will redeem me!!! THAT is the primary thought pig!! The Taliban had tied him to a chair and threatened to kill him...into Heaven. I forget I'm still in Hell.

By the time I'm home, I remember where I've gone, and I cry me out of Hell. I hear I've made 3 million pounds, for what?? Getting the bomber boy home?? So I look, I see 'beautiful me' walk up the stairs into Heaven. I say, did they get me out? Let me hear, because I would rather go to Emelbert.

I hear; Miss; you the bestlooking thing I have ever seen!! We love you, Miss!!

I talk to Allah;

You have Eternal Life, and you were prevented from going to Hell, You have three million pounds. You redeemed three men who heard you were Hell. You said, Allah let me go to Emelbert instead, So there you went...The men you love are Jews...Yoou see the door because you are shells, shells are hells, let fair come home, I will be fair, you are no, we are never no...(oh, I am worse, so much worse...)
WHAT CAN I DO!!!!!?????

I think on the bus, I think I don't want these girls, I want wives, but I am sooooo glad to hear these girls better than wives...Who do I feel comfortable with in Heaven, Mohammedans No.1 men!! The feeling is astounding!!
Something like, a bigbath, and sail and respect...I nay feel weak, but I am chuckling out loud that here I must be their nigger!! Because not one man on this bus makes me feel comfortable, not the young Arab guys!! Mohammed's men!! They are 'salvar' (salvage) soul!!! These are the men I wanted to leave home for!!! The holy flags!! Let's look at these Saudi's...Father!! I have found one God men of the seated men in the political meeting!! Cry Him!!

I went to Emelbert and returned. And there I gather people/ratpeople; I sing the Arab boy...and he is soul, "Mummy we sing! Louis, I am fine. You did hurt me, because you looked at me kill, and I went funny, until I got home..." I spent fifteen minutes only, after crying him all the way on the bus, and I wave the bathmat around spinning in circles crying;
"Habibti boy is dead!! Please heal Habibti!! (means, I think now; Sexy!!)" Oh!! Look t my beautiful education!! So many years learning in Heaven!!mourn, mourn, mourn, dead, dead, dead. Then we throne, A VOICE says I was only 18 yrs old on Emelbert when they called me to Throne, (spiritually 17, so that's the age I was when I arrived, minus wrinkles, pockmarks, and this little furry blonde and orange beard I developed after Mum's attack on me with hair-remover, which she constantly tells me to remove, and I will not!! (But...I saw Mum die, she sat there and shook, and said oh, no! I looked at her, and she looked cuddles and vunerable, she heard alien girls from Planet Jesus, say; Nanny Doozan, you are the bed!! I tell her outright, "Mum, you're hearing alien girls, they can't talk proper English yet, they said; You are the best!! And she actually replied; "Yes!" Ahha!! I reminded baby sister, but then I reminded myself what I stupidly hollered in her head, the shock, that Dad was dead...what we did in Heaven, Me, her, and Delphine, sitting there on a sofa in the skies, howling, and other things like walking her to school, Mum is much improved, she's finally talking to the aliens, she's realised that mine telling her her daughter has just finished Artschool, is not some way of my, being, (the word?) She'd say 'nutty'...My little husky puppy, loves me, says he loves mummy, and cries; Chase me!! when I let him off the lead...) the Garret book became a hit, because it was about Jesus men in death, I wrote the philosophy, Mannie wrote 'High Crime!' and the Emelbertians, on their planet, they cry;

"King Louis!! Forever!"

Lars Shalom

"He was buried in the soil at night..." They didn't have the love to bury Him right, so they dusted Him with thin soil...
'alvar lacht night'
No-one cried Him dead, but He died...In a maze...Hikari (light) or Hara Kiri??

Too much light, affecting minds, killing mine...In this, everything is night...That's what the woman was trapped in, he kills himself, he leaves a wake of dead women and children around Him...'alvar nacht ded'...It was still night, they repeated dead! dead! dead!

Alvar! [ Hinduism. (in southern India) a holy person of the Vaishnava sect. ](Devotion to Vishnu)

"If one woman in here cries me dead, we ...all...die..."

Purushottama: Being supreme, is...too...hot!

Ach magadu. They cried me dead, we all died.

The Rats!

I want to hope;

Dadoichzlig; TheDeathStar; They call it Emelbert, It is inhabited by men who evolved from rats, I know an english girl in the mental hospital who married an Emelbertian, she looked at him because he came to greet me, and she fell in love, "You are beautiful!" He has thick dark hair, he looks human, but he has black all over eyes, no pupils....

Look at the way we want, desire crystal shooting upwards through the death of a star, i want to see; we were happy, look where the flow, exempt!...look where theflow, i wanted her...god...we seek love...you looked too dot...special bed;

Is His;

chicooti baby...'caroot' is a cat, catrat,

I look at her weeping, smell, the sofa was youth i looked hopeful i touched the sides of my face and pulled my hair and giggled
"The ratmen came from my foot, like a thing! a disgusting thing! yet, this foot is light, it says, YOU are Special to this foot! A thing! that evolved! this thing that came from a broken foot, was a thing that evolved from a thing..."(she looks god)
sweet kitchen, don't think of him, he says; "i am not a thing!"

"And we Earthmen are monkeys!! we came from the caroot (cat) too! and even further back the mammals the rats, so we are thing because we are rats!!! You are like a thing, that evolved!!"

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Sleep, happy, lover,

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look at the sofa see her love, it was not youthful, but it wasnt the word you were looking for, and yes it was, she, my hair tickles her belly, because i am still speaking in 'Matushers' they call god men, wine, wine, they say;

"piddle trousers! look at your foot here! you love me! love me! we're here!!"

That's why I was, to evolve from a rat foot is yukk---- she whispers, I'm looking at God...

when i sat in that room i felt well, she did what my dream wanted, she almost touched my leg, here hand was smaller this time, and very white bone, it jumped like tickle piano, we played chess, she beat me, we played again, she won, i said beauty, genius...

"Nu, nu, nu!"...move that caroot out of the way, a tickle cat, white and black...she has long skirt, she is a youthful genius, everything has turned the colour purple..."Nu, nu,nu!"

I love the cat, now, I appreciate the cat, it's black and white...I read Elvin Lore, Appendix of Lord Of The Rings, MiddleEarth Elmethelbreth, can hear my love, I see a man, resting on marble overlooking the forest, a man from Rohan, dressed in black jerkin, a sword on the floor, (I am Elder); "She is on Earth with her fair lady, they have married, we fare well..." kissing, cuddling, and she reads a book of Chess, says; "Look! my son studies this and is soul..." we are opposite on leather chairs, I leaned away from and with my head on her belly, tickled her with my hair, and flicked through the giant book, nu....

I'm looking at you, and I'm right, I feel you, I know we're height, height meant;

We've admitted Love..."I want her love..." We are happy in love.

I looked through the bed and I see a little dead, like...we didn't bed, like...i'm better in her...I am a little crazy, i'm staring at the chessboard; "I am not a thing!" makes me giggle, i repeat;

"I'm not a thing! I'm not a thing!!"

er, dah, dah, giggle, dah, dah, juicy man we giggle, the sea is split! the rhyme! everywhere, we've split! look at the stars, crystal light is scars, give me curtains, tweed roses, heavy shaped curtains, all is dark in golden light, like oranges, roses like oranges, the seas are Jesus, the skies split! when you looked at her you were led, you said lead me...you look a little stunned, you feel she is laughing, she looks at you and begs;

"Look at me! Look at me!"

you love being cats.

She feels, and you look weak, you feel silly, your little sweat is meekel, treacle!!