الاثنين، 29 ديسمبر، 2008

The Problem With Fascists

Well, she was a delight...I told her Planet Aseros, I told her Adam, and she greeted him, and she loves...

I had a vision of a man sparking together two thick cables.

...and the dream was shaky, I greeted a couple with Jesus, but they were spooks...To describe how the atmosphere felt is impossible. I woke up in the bunk bed, the guy was invisible, the woman, seemed to wear a huge blonde wig...They were Nazis, they spoke like death and emptiness. It looked like a cafe, but the walls were a blue grey droufle empty, and the tables were clear of anything, and we were not allowed food. They showed me what I thought were maps, one map was shaped like a komodo dragon, it was divided into different coloured spaces, I talked maps, I thought the spaces and numbers were contour lines. It was a list of how many Jesus men they had killed. I was awake, and hearing; "We are devils, we think this Jewishness is what will kill you in the devils, you seek whatever you can find, we want death, what do you seek? Look at the table and tell me..."

"It is a work of God, we have an army, and we want God. This map will tell me God."

"We want Lod."

They said; "Try again, look at the table." I looked and screamed. They said;

"You see this map, this map is Lod. It is assembled like my devil. It is a map of men murdered. It is a map of dog, each part resembles a sect, the purple you see is jealous, devil men are jealous. It is a drawing of a devil. The lower part is sick. We have made men kill. You want sick. We say sick is well, we make you well. Try sick, and fell. The green is bitch, the numbers represent death, each part of the map is death, we killed when we were sick. Lut is dog. We like to Lut. We see you want dead, walk over to here and give us bitch, each of us will bitch."

I said; "Mummy God, If I tell them we're Him, will it work?"

She was screaming; "Louis, Can't bring them Him!!! Wake up!!"

I awoke. That scene had felt like a world I imagined about a year ago, a world that had just begun, and had somehow been filled with a number of men from earth, how bleak and lonely it looked, that there were a few caravans, and someone had thought, I had thought it, that there was a radio trying to find other men on the planet, because the planet was so grey, or even, trying to find men in space, on ships or other planets. There is a sweet caravan park somewhere that's on a hill to a city, and the city is lit up like an orange, and there are little alleyways, and amazing buildings with high stained glass windows and candles, and cobblestones, and that time I had had lots of fun. I think I met gnomes.

I thought of the little guy Adam. I thought I was on Planet Aseros. I knew if he was on this planet he would need prayer and help. I imagined he was now grown-up.

The planet was Aseros. It was Shesh. Something had hit. Shesh is what Jews call the: Evil Planet. Shesh is full of demons, and it is made when Jews get sick. So sick...

Aseros looks like a wonderful world but men became corrupt, their leader was a man who wouldn't lead. He fell in the sky, and men bled. He wanted to kill. He heard devils and scorned, he said;

"My world. My world is dim. Bring my world."

The people were Jewish, why were they Jewish? They were Jewish, because they became Jesus. These Jews, They killed? Yes, in 300 hundred years there have been men who fell from Earth. They fell in book, and they burned. Planet Aseros, loved Jew. They heard planets, but men said if they are Jewish, they are Fell. How did Planet Aseros know Jewish? They knew us, because we learned. We learned to keep Gods. We go to Heaven and every Jew cries planets. You made me think Jews fell, to this planet.

They fall when they kill.

So, Jewish men in history have been sent intergalactic??

They have.

But then, why would they keep crying Jewish?

We, cried Jewish, in Heaven...

Then are Jewish men ever fallen? Many men have fallen for Hell.

Planet Aseros, is Adam's world? I see our army of Jews walk through the countryside. They've infiltrated, they work in God. What is the situation on Aseros.

The situation is the woman you call Michal, is bringing light (which means all the Jewish women that have arrived there...I had a vision of them in her blue trousers and turbans.)The men are crying if we want light...six men are in government, they have toppled the Heemo, the dictator of the world, and we are now Hero. Adam is well, he said, like you, to be a King is well, but it's never what I want.

How did they overthrow? They appeared in a room, and wrestled him, and said, we are Love. And men greeted them, and said, the murder was Gods. And they have brought peace to the world. The girls bring schools and they teach psalms, Asero people greet, and love. The dictator, he killed his way to power.
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I can see the past and the future, I live by the river, I can see the factories in a little quarry, in the future the quarry will be deep water. Where the charity shop is, is now a tiny waterfall, and a little stream, the trees on the roundabout are very tall, and bare. The light is golden. It's tropical. Humans' faces are covered all over with thick hair, even the women. I see the past, I am full of tears.

And the cliffs and hills are dark red, and the tears rush down, and create the oceans.
----Exodus from Egypt;
Meeting the girls; I wanted to know more about Egypt, and I wanted to know two of my 'girls' ancestors...I saw her Granny up on a hill, she was naked (we all were) brown, and glorious, she held up a staff and cried Jesus, her hair was so long and wavy dark/black, and it flew in the wind, she had amazing large large dark eyes (like girl's) and she heard me go, shoo shoo, and she talked to her girl, and then I heard...because I told Mum, that girl had made a hip hop record in Heaven; "Does the record go; "I look so good, I look so good!" (??)" And I said to girl's mummy don't be so rude, And I told the mummy her granny was Jesus SAVIORS, in the desert, and she began to cry...and granny knew I had gone schoo shoo, so she kept telling girl she 'looked too good'. And girl laughed because of Granny, because Mummy thought Granny was a girlie girl's girl, et al. And I met the next girl's granny, and I looked at her yummy, because she looked like Annie F. and I repeated to that girl, that I loved Granny's broken face...and yummy, que sa...Because Jewish girls make me feel well, no, only the old grannies, it's because of spirit and everyone else, like you, enduces violent vomiting...And I didn't have a granny, (Yes, I do, and I have a Grandfather, Shlomo Arizal!! He leaves me a message; Be Good, Louis)there in Egypt but I'm some one's granny, I could be your Granny. you are dead american you are dead...
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So, the girl was drunk....and I am hysterical. Dorothy is dead, because Dorothy truly loved Louis (Green Eyes syndrome/proof) And Louis died because he knew he was Dorothy...and he couldn't find her, and because he couldn't find her he began to dream, and he dreamt that he was. Her!! Staring out of the window dreaming of Benchley, well, is what happened to Louis, and Louis had only seen the proof of Louis' eyes, and Louis'd heard of Benchley, but Louis had talked to Dorothy throughout her life, and they didn't know it was Louis, and because of the dream he began to think he was Dorothy, that she had fallen down from Heaven, and become Louis, and Louis then dreamt, that Dorothy was more than Louis dead, that he would have one chance a year to see Dorothy, and then Dorothy would be taken away by the demons, and the demons would mock Louis, by bringing Dorothy back next year...So Louis was her, and Louis died. And Louis screamed and screamed.

الخميس، 18 ديسمبر، 2008

Kiss Of The Spiderwoman

Kings Who Discover Electricity, Mount Sinai, Shirleys, Evil Australian Aliens, Komodo Dragon Maps of Murder, Cookies, Waking Up as A Life On Other Planets which; Life there is, to me, Consisted Of One Caravan Park and A Homemade Radio, Drunk Jewish Wartime Girls Wearing Glasses Groaning on Two Glasses Of Vodka For Hours In My Parent's Roof, (so I didn't make her, hah, passes!), Screams 'Upset With Mum' Growling In Her Head Werewolves, Nervous Ghost Cuddling, Political Nothing Criers, The Death Of Dorothy and Louis, Waking Up In Fascist Alien Cafes, Invite To Prayers Box On Me 'Ead and And Teffillim Gosh, My New Yorker Daffy Duck Mouth Which Is Voices, Stupid Rabbi's That Love Me, Weeping Grandfathers, A Book By Me That Hits No.2 On The List, The French Resistance, And:

"The Usual." (to be continued)

الثلاثاء، 16 ديسمبر، 2008

Death, The Terrorist!!

"This is not your house!!" they shout, "Well that's funny cos menteng I own the house..."

I'm cunning, that's why!

I say I am going through the 'Gothic' door, because I see it in front of me, Gothic because it is black and it says die and hell...and I say this is the Jew's, they dictate where I go when I die, I say it on purpose, because I want to hurt, like everyone else, and I am helled....I smash plates

I've realised. I go for a walk in the house and I am surrounded by crying women in robes rolling around on the floor, what I am to do?? My easiest language is Aramaic, followed by french, and I must stop crying "Hot Shit!!" in Punjabi, when I watch her in the kitchen...but, these holy women ;

I can nay hear them, and I decide, I am not; them!. Why? Because I am in death.

I understand the concept of time, as Pratchett writes it the Trouser Time Theory, it means I have already a taste of Heaven, and when I die, that taste (according to how I have thought and acted) will be taken away, because I am mean, I am rude, I am never one to mourn (what is mourning?? The werewolf? why is she killed, is it because she was a felled soul? It is right to say there are higher men, (Aryan, Kushka, to Dahksha) and this belowman?? I hear the girls say, how could we ever tell? It is disgusting for my wife to change, she knows how my mind works...Allah will still save, and if I have the power, make it work arubptly, which is good intention, but how can I talk her back, in the change??? that would entirely mess her up because I know the change word, and she says "Louis, I know what you're like, don't change me in change!!"...and I am slow, so slow, I hear my own to be "Expecting the good, but fearing the worse! And make everything work out fine", RIGHT NOW

And I only want to hear good, because how could Allah have made it any over way??? How could we tell a belowman from a god?? Because the godman is riddled with sins, everything is basically a sin, until YOU, just leave...just leave everything, or, worse, cling to rules, rules that you THINK in obeying make you anyone better...we are little pigs...I mean is the werewolf a result of hellmen, being deincarnated?? (falling down into animal...reincarnation) My mourning should be real, I mean to say,

I should feel it, and damn the rules!!! I want my rules, not the hospitals, jewish rules, This would lead to a straight jacket, OR this could lead to showing more love...what can I do?? I hear;

"Werewolves are made from God, because God looked at the woman from whom He made the moon, and He wants Her, so He, Howls!!"


I met an Arab boy in the takeaway, and he swore at the staff, I expected a reaction, of what I don't know, but as he walk out, opening the door, I threw, an incredibly godlike look, my eyebrows darkened, my eyes turned red, and in front of my eyes, his hands reached his face, bent, and he began to dribble...

I have killed a boy. And I pray, logially that if Allah power did this, Allah power can heal.

Then last night, I see the face of a girl, mouth wide open, my girl, my daughter, and she has been killed. I do nothing, I lay there, wondering who this is, Allah, (this hebrew god of yours) someone up there has destroyed my daughter because she said God is a hog!! And I don't look at the women who did this, but I think I hear them, and I call them Burkha Bitch, please don't be moslem, I bet you're fat fascist cow, and then I think of my woman in Heaven, that I see at the door of the house, it's Mannie's house, she is waiting inside, with the children, wearing her burkha, is this Mannie? (she wears the silver and black veil I bought her) looking like I have died, and then I have other images of British soldiers finding this house, yes, this is Mannie's house, and having us all killed, this is the end of our world...this is what will happen, that weekend, i spent five hours in the rain, watching the cat through the door, with a can of beer, standing in the rain, with soaked shoes because I fell in a puddle, occassionally talking to a Matishi rat alien drum n bass nut, she likes "I'm a black man! Black man!" (taken from Mannie's son, I think he is cooking up more than chess matches, and he's doomed!!) and, talking into the house; "I like you to see this is love, I have waited here, and believe God, my love here, my love is yearning for you!! My love is greatest! This cat is Jesus! Please remember we are One! I have ever love!! Is point to be scored? because we're soul! Please understand I am God!" Then, I wander into the shops, holding up a tin of pineapples and a blackcurrant juice, in each hand, I think the guy has been rude, so I burn his face!! I have been strangled, shot, crucified, eaten, burnt, and I'm beginning to think; DIE, like me!! and I say; "I did it!! I admit it!! I am the terrorist!!"...think, wait, wait, you will have forever to be God, last night, I think who am I most comfortable with in Heaven? I mean who relaxes my soul?...and what am I to do?? Pray for the best...go to mourn...

My task, is; To See His. Ask everyone, and no-one, if he is OK, because something in me has cried, keep me soooo away from Heaven!!!

I don't...For ten minutes I am low, but I say, SEE MINE!! see Proof!!...And I am back to this!!!! Nothing!! Barely hearing but assured she is fine, no idea who she is...no idea what these women say to me, expect "We are dead!!" And my sister what am I to do, when I hear Baal, and it is something in my dad, WHY must Anne visit me, with cords round her wrists....what devil men have overtaken Heaven??!! And I look at my sister laughing, then bang I drop into her soul and see her soul break in front of me, even though I have spent so much time worrying for her... Why do I say Annie is my Love, when I never want to see her?

The werewolf?? "If I had the power, I would let her remain a woman for life..." Then, this morning, I hear it has worked, AND yet, this evening she is back to wolf, and Allah is leading her away from me, down, through a door, because it is forbidden????
Mourning

The shopping trips tells me much, I miss out on the mosque, because I'm shy, and the girls have followed on the bus, to keep me happy, so I go into the library inside, it's a tiny library, I find the newspapers and sit opposite the Tamil section, I think of an Orthodox woman for bed, she's married...this voice in others has died, I see and hear the happiest moslem woman talking to her children, and it's the best!!! But I am damned pissed at finding the best, and my voice is taken again, and she says the word; "Dead!" or "Sex!" And then I woe my soul, and cry let them go, then I hear and see sparkling lights, like a William Blake, the sun shining through a cloud, and the Angels speaking..."Go Away! Please forgive me!! I don't want to hear you!!" But I am I want to hear my wives so much......And I walk through the rain back to the shopping centre to buy my Jewish Chronicle, and look into all the moslem area shops chanting Paki, paki, paki, because I hear the word in my head...and Ive let go!!...And I hear a man crying And I tell Annie she needs a punch!!! A punch for making me think you were dead in Heaven!! I will come home and beat you!!! How dare you come to pretending you were killed, and I look at myself, and I'm sick yellow, and I have three black nipples on my chest and I hear her scream... And I say, "Do you see this, last night I was a beautiful woman, now you see what my soul has become, and I send myself to Hell" I know people in the street can see me so I send it away; To Hell...

I see the headlines, Bomber Boy Kills...I work for Heaven, so I check, thinking this is what will redeem me!!! THAT is the primary thought pig!! The Taliban had tied him to a chair and threatened to kill him...into Heaven. I forget I'm still in Hell.

By the time I'm home, I remember where I've gone, and I cry me out of Hell. I hear I've made 3 million pounds, for what?? Getting the bomber boy home?? So I look, I see 'beautiful me' walk up the stairs into Heaven. I say, did they get me out? Let me hear, because I would rather go to Emelbert.

I hear; Miss; you the bestlooking thing I have ever seen!! We love you, Miss!!

I talk to Allah;

You have Eternal Life, and you were prevented from going to Hell, You have three million pounds. You redeemed three men who heard you were Hell. You said, Allah let me go to Emelbert instead, So there you went...The men you love are Jews...Yoou see the door because you are shells, shells are hells, let fair come home, I will be fair, you are no, we are never no...(oh, I am worse, so much worse...)
WHAT CAN I DO!!!!!?????

I think on the bus, I think I don't want these girls, I want wives, but I am sooooo glad to hear these girls better than wives...Who do I feel comfortable with in Heaven, Mohammedans No.1 men!! The feeling is astounding!!
Something like, a bigbath, and sail and respect...I nay feel weak, but I am chuckling out loud that here I must be their nigger!! Because not one man on this bus makes me feel comfortable, not the young Arab guys!! Mohammed's men!! They are 'salvar' (salvage) soul!!! These are the men I wanted to leave home for!!! The holy flags!! Let's look at these Saudi's...Father!! I have found one God men of the seated men in the political meeting!! Cry Him!!

I went to Emelbert and returned. And there I gather people/ratpeople; I sing the Arab boy...and he is soul, "Mummy we sing! Louis, I am fine. You did hurt me, because you looked at me kill, and I went funny, until I got home..." I spent fifteen minutes only, after crying him all the way on the bus, and I wave the bathmat around spinning in circles crying;
"Habibti boy is dead!! Please heal Habibti!! (means, I think now; Sexy!!)" Oh!! Look t my beautiful education!! So many years learning in Heaven!!mourn, mourn, mourn, dead, dead, dead. Then we throne, A VOICE says I was only 18 yrs old on Emelbert when they called me to Throne, (spiritually 17, so that's the age I was when I arrived, minus wrinkles, pockmarks, and this little furry blonde and orange beard I developed after Mum's attack on me with hair-remover, which she constantly tells me to remove, and I will not!! (But...I saw Mum die, she sat there and shook, and said oh, no! I looked at her, and she looked cuddles and vunerable, she heard alien girls from Planet Jesus, say; Nanny Doozan, you are the bed!! I tell her outright, "Mum, you're hearing alien girls, they can't talk proper English yet, they said; You are the best!! And she actually replied; "Yes!" Ahha!! I reminded baby sister, but then I reminded myself what I stupidly hollered in her head, the shock, that Dad was dead...what we did in Heaven, Me, her, and Delphine, sitting there on a sofa in the skies, howling, and other things like walking her to school, Mum is much improved, she's finally talking to the aliens, she's realised that mine telling her her daughter has just finished Artschool, is not some way of my, being, (the word?) She'd say 'nutty'...My little husky puppy, loves me, says he loves mummy, and cries; Chase me!! when I let him off the lead...) the Garret book became a hit, because it was about Jesus men in death, I wrote the philosophy, Mannie wrote 'High Crime!' and the Emelbertians, on their planet, they cry;

"King Louis!! Forever!"

الخميس، 11 ديسمبر، 2008

She Upset Me So I Killed (and the prince alien and nazis)

It was midday, everyone had decided to go, she had upset me, I guessed we had spent all night cuddling, and then upset, so she went to bed in the day 'bout three, well, she's pissed that I'm there, and she's crying, what is my boyfriend thinking of me, and I think, why am I crying he's terrible sins...and all she hears, is; "They make him say, wump..." and then i realise he is sins, because he says; "You are only so meek, and you are what Louis says...she says bed...**** me..." He breaks Hindu Law, by skooting down...I spent the hours in her house smoking, why? she was varnishing the alcove in the living room...I'm beautiful, but today, i see maggots in faces...she looks at me beautiful, and I don't know what she thinks, that she still wants 'little dog', who is she to my soul? "Heathcliff" and I'm Cathy and WHY does she talk me when she's with him?? well i like this; Kula Shaker-Govinda, and Krishna is my child, and he appeared from my shoulder, and she appears in the doorway with shopping bags, and I say; "You look like a bag...what is this??" but he is so beautiful, he has thick dark red hair, curled and piled on his head, and the whitest skin, with thick perfectly set black eyebrows, and large eyes...Call on my name, cry Lord of the Universe, tell me what you hear?? And I say, I am the Queen, and I'm waiting, looking at her next to me on the sofa, and I say, I don't have a queen..."I know! You play the King! Because I hate to hear them! Perhaps I should say it's Michal, lets see how long we can play this, so...I'm the Queen! Father is she clean! Oh yes, a bad queen will be sent to fires!!" She says, in a boy's voice; I love her.

The Ushpizin was fantastic, the video is when they call for light, they get two hours...and then it rang the bell, it began the drum; Palestine to cry for Peace...they were to obey the King; What happens when He is nay obeyed?? I expect everyone drives the train, and the train carries on down the rail without changing direction...she says she loves it, and we talk in Hebrew, I'm shocked that I talk Hebrew so fluently, I say it's guttaral, Mary hates the accent...and I'm shocked that I'm Jewish, and it's dark and it's cats, and I'm pissed that she sees more in the film, than me, like the dirty puns. This is dirty?? Is this? so I decide, I am weekend. stupid. very stupid. I don't want you to want stupid. But this is the greatest Love, after this weekend, we have everything!! Bang the Drum!!The Visit, I turned off the film, because I was bored of it, and then I heard a voice, a little guy, lying in bed talking to God...Someone had found, a man from Heaven, a Grandfather, and had cried;

This boy is Kings...I said; I dont want to talk, I am sick of talk, but he was talking so I listened while repeating should go!! Ha! A King! So let me see your soul!! Purple and Gold...FAST FAST TRIPTRIP "TANTE TANTE, THE TARPULIN IS OVER THE TANTE!!!" France 1940's, we have the resistance, 390,000 are crying the fight...

I walk from the living room to the kitchen to the living room to the kitchen...I didn't want to talk, but I had lots to say...What was happening? France has been occupied, what do I tell? Hell and Heaven!! Maggots!! Women weep!!! YES!!! BRING ANGELS!!

It was sword time! So while I skipped around the kitchen, I threw the aliens, green stars, white stars..."He will lead one day, miss, and if he should falter, I want you to tell him he will always have hope.."

"Greet this boy in King, because he is special..." I am turning and turning from one person to the next, shaking my hands, talking and talking in the kitchen greeting aliens, and I have him about six or seven soldiers and they are laughing...Something happened, and something was so odd, I ran to the bathroom, still willing the boy to go..."Ha! You are from planet Aseros!
Go! Let me go! I'll greet thee in Heaven!!"

I sat down at the table, I stood up, a man appeared in the hallway, fAST FASTA RIP TRIP TRIPPING I can see my angel visit a french women, because she is crying; "I greeted the Nazi's, and I will go to Hell!!" I can see further in this...

SWORD SO QUICK!! I BRING THE ANGEL!!

METAL CLASHED, METAL SANK, MEN SCREAMED BLOOD FLEW, assaninantion...
They are crying for Heaven's help...

ANGEL WITH SWORD..."One dead!!" I roll a cigarette; Name; ???, HELL! "He cries; "I am Devil Dead!"

Sword! Clash!!

"One Nazi!! Name; Shuffenhousser, dead! Hell!" Three Gestapo men dead...Hell.
fast fast clash...80 Japs dead!!! With one sword! Hell...I'm not sitting anymore, I'm highkicking and spinning out the dead.

"Another dead, (Allah?) cries; "I am Nazi!!" Report to Heaven, Nazi; Goebbels dead;...!

Jesus I don't mourn, and because I don't mourn, I start to hear things, the fireplace is moving, I haven't mourned, the fireplace speaks, it says

"Hitar calls you, whore", HITAR WILL KILL YOU DEAD....Hitar means evil king...; "We are ready to have dialogue with any Al-Qa'eda leader," says Al-Hitar. "We can have dialogue to talk about the foundations of Islam, even with Osama Bin Laden if he is willing."(to be continued) like Ahriman and Ahman...

One Jap screams; "I want Kawasati!!!" The Armenians; 90 turks killed, Hell...I tell the alien boy!! Here...; Because he is greeting me form Heaven, I throw him a book and walk into the bathroom and back to him in the hall, to hear his opinion of the book,

"Emeros agar edead!! Take Romeo y Julieta!!" The men are dead!! He is delighted, he has never read such language before... He loves how Tybalt turns... He tells me Romeo is dead, because; "You are King Montague!! He wants His, and Gods is His, and no-one tells Him God..." I leave him and go back to the table for cigarettes...She is weeping upstairs, and I wear my silk muslin, it's black, and billowing at the sleeves, my leather bracelets, furry brown trousers, I grow little horns when bad women desire, and I greet the girls and dance, like a little lune, I even grow hooves, I'm a little high and a little astounded at how I'm such a boy...Then I'm alone smoking, and the door starts to knock, and I'm terrified; Jerry dogs!! I vibe,

Don't...open...the...door

You have no idea of the fear there is for me to here a ghostly doorknock, and I was praying for them to leave, white guys? with a problem? I hear it too much...I prayed for ten minutes...and then it was everyones awoken, and damn me! I'm the dork that won't open a door!!

We have a new Heaven Star, and me and some Jews decide to fill it up, magically create, I remember jewish is numbers!! so I pick number 134 and Michal and I start having a spaz, because the number is have a nutty spaz and Michal has sent me a message through the maid, on the television to dump; (above)...because? "She vant God dead...I know Zis Becud she look dead. You are vice." and I make the skies pink and black, I spend time in a little garret, wearing black cord jacket a suit with a silky black cravat and we write 3 books, and Allah does something so beyond my comprehension and we give away guitars of the guys favourite colours that play odd sounds, like lower down the fret board you hear birds siging, and the skies are exactly like turner sketches, and computer games are 'kick down the door' and crazy nightclubs, and I spend eight days in the garret with Mannie, we are human guise, and I cuddle with my new little blood red coloured husky puppy, and tonight I have a date with my werewolf wife from Discworld...And...got any more magical suggestions?? leave a comment

الأربعاء، 10 ديسمبر، 2008

Walking Through Water

I did something odd, I said; Hey I can hear myself as an old granny, I think I've woken up in the morgue, still alive in rotten flesh!! what if I'm there, til I'm all bones in the coffin!! I said; GOD! Please help me!!
I wake up, I'm taller, good looking, I'm still a young woman and I'm wearing a silken robe, and I am about to dip myself in water, something like this;
But the robe I'm wearing is bright red, probably because, by old age, I'm angry at everyone, exactly like this;And I'm even smoking a cigarette in my robes...

favourite song this month- Spiralling by Keane

السبت، 6 ديسمبر، 2008

Lovers Have Green Eyes (and Jewish Law)

We're Jewish, Sephardic Haredi!! Though to meet us, you would never know!! I love Dad today for going to Israel and talking God, because he calls them 'mate'; they love him!!
My sister wanted Love, she met Alexandre Dumas and got Love. I'm reading his book Count of Monte Christo, and I love it...She was see-ing Prince Harry, and he loves her, well, let her date...

The Hebrew Law says;

Marriage like this is legal, because page 39, beginning of Talmud, says
"Marry cousins, have (widows and divorcees) as first wives and marry even; aunts...as long as you are soul, bring love..."

Dumas you look!! You look at my little sister through my teddy's eyes and fall in love so quick!! So I'm so happy!! The gorilla toy made green eyes as little sister tickled it!! Look at my sister!! She went intergalactic too, and fought off Darth Vader!!

If you ever meet someone who makes green eyes, this is true love...I found a girl, she said, when you were ill and see-ing ghosts, I came to see you, I told you I love you in the garden, I was so low, I say I can't remember, she nearly went to Beelzebub men, I said what does your soul, call this man? "Devil"...I have green eyes for her, and she has green eyes for me...I want to live in green, HEY!! We made the trees, the grass, the everything is green!!!
The Standing;
The story of Molly, Ben and Elouise is nearly at an end, Molly and Elouise marry, Ben is still running around, crying everything crazy, annoying holy men...
Ben arrived in God, playing; Look! I'm a killer and I hate the priest! Ben wanted to totally fuck you up!!
Torah (marriage) Deuteronomy, page 70, says;Whosoever you marry, bring God, marry well, marry for love, interfamily marriage is well, you can marry a cousin/aunt/uncle, when you marry, tell the grandfather you are in love, and ask for a dowry which amounts to God, 190 shekels paid to God (money system in Ancient Israel, 190 shekels amounts to about 300 pounds today, fine even for those in almost poverty, so money to God, money to Rabbi or Temple) consult the rabbi, tell him love, if the rabbi knows the love is pure, he will reply , 'You are God', if something is wrong the marriage is annulled, like; 'We only want bed.'

The rabbi will say; "Be love in thee! For God is Love!"


Ben was a crazy bastard, he ever broke the Law...Molly was God, she said...oh! Ellie! I am forlorn! They had two horses and the horses foaled, they rode into God...Ben cape crook...Molly wanted everything dead...

To marry two women is never breaking law... (Lesbians) the two women will conduct God (this means, they have the sacred privilege to lead God)...It is given to women...they work in prayer, they greet holy, they work in temple, the temple rites are given to women, "I am women" (God's words? Moses?) Give women love, the white madonna is my special heart, love, she works for me and brings light, I want her to love...three women worked the temple, the inner sanctum was holy light, they hid behind the curtain, and told light, they cleaned, two worked in the day, one at night (was the temple closed at night?) All night, the temple remains closed, she brings Heaven (how?) lights two candles, which are the dark and the light, the dark is Mum, the light is Dad (Tao) We cry for light, we talk to Dad...two candles are placed on the floor, the altar is kept level, there are three tables, the holylights show where to place the candles, Men are welcome, but they are kept away from the inner sanctum...the cloth is purple...purple represents Love of God, and Hatred of Sin...(blue and red)...outside is a table, the men are led to the table, they give fruit, and coins, they talk at the table...the women represent God...they tell souls, when Heaven in Israel/the world is died, they shriek!! They go to walk and pray...they can marry women...polygamy is God (why?) Because many Love, and the Many can bring God, men are forbidden, holy women, they have only one, because polygamy in men is death, it fells girls souls, holy men are not to marry, polygamy in guys is wrong, because they?? seize!! God said men marry wife, marrying to many is wrong, you will have died because you are dirt and women are clean...only holy women are to marry to more than one..."Man, you appeared in my clay, which is dirt, and women appeared in God, which is Love." (Book One, Bereshit, page 91...)

Islamic Law is the same, intermarriage is deemed Him, (because?) because soul is joined...they share same souls, they are Allah, they love, they are lover...If two cousins love then bring them everything, the dowry comes from the uncles, is divided into two, and the grandfather blesses...

Deutronomy 6.8 says homosexual men were defying God, they bring devil, never marry men for you will feel the fires and the wrath, homosexual men are condemned (and then it goes on to cry God!!) Believe in your Father! And never lie to men!! We have the Life!! Love the Life!!