Sister, Seven yrs ago

I had to clean up, somehow, with the sanest people in my family, (the kid), what happened the night I became full of light, (that happened in the aunty, who lived to the WEST, house (reason for going WEST, earlier, in this blog)...I sat there on a seat, and said,

'I am God, see my face, my hair, it has become white light...why do you sit there crying? you sit there weeping, dont Fear...'

what I actually THOUGHT; was; 'Why are you scratching at your hair? you see what's happened to me...and you don't care...you have lice in that too curly hair...you just scratch your hair...'I got up well, and left her house...and when I walked the street, in the dark, a blue UFO, appeared...I thought, Mum, Dad, and the kids were all taken away...), YES!!

so, in the night of the visions, and, the reason for arriving, late at night, at my parents door, crying I had been raped "By Aliens" and actually, salivating, spitting and dribbling, foaming at the mouth as I screamed in the hallway; which made me fear God...to Mum and Dad; "Tell Father I am RED!! Why does He punish me for RED???"

and that sending Michal back in time to explain things, was

stupid,

because a seven yr old was discussing with her;

that; "Aliens, will take us up to Heaven..."

"She is dead...because she hates her baby, she made a baby...I can see it, it looks cute, it has special skin because it is gold...and it says 'Mummy Mannie is aliens'...Gabriel loves Mannie..."

I explained to my older sister, that;

"When I ran through the house, tripping, time sped, and I saw old men, on a computer...and that 'sicko' and 'thicko' were making snakes together in the shower!!!! (I stopped there) (but recalled this) And then 'ex-man' punched me in the face, and when the fat dyke, didn't strip-search me for having a marijuana end in my hand, because the other cop intervened, and then a dirty 'looked like a troll' man who couldn't have been a policeman, because he was perve troll, under God's control, brought me back there, and when he said, 'be a good little girl', I screamed!!!!!! and spent the night looking at the love-bird, and slept in the spare room, and it was like my heart was physcially bleeding...for a dirty twonk..."

Daddy

I had to go back to them,...so we talked:

Baby said:

"Joseph is an old man, you think he is husbands! He is smelly!...Mummy needed help, so he gave her his donkey, the donkey is called -Blackie...He is a Silly donkey...Mummy said when I was born; everyone loved, because i King!!...you are daddy!" ,

she said; "Gabriel?? Where is He? The baby has been born."

"Daddy we love you. Come back!"

I was psychotic; "This is not my child! This is from some-one else! Someone I hate!!"

"You are a witch!"

I had to cool, and I told them stories, I had to go back...no matter what...I can time-travel- I am David, ("Higher King!" 'King of Angels')

They said; "He is Angels, his face!! His beautiful blonde hair!! He is like another race!!! The race of Angels!!!"

It's Madness

I know he is crying.
All this is insane.

Just don't let us fall.

It's because I sat in the dark with music and then heard;

"DAVID HATH DEFIED ME, I GIVE HIM SHEOL."
"Louis! It's because she hates seeing him!! He killed her life!! His wives are NOT God!! They all fell!!!" What is your name??

"MY NAME IS GOD!!!!"
I'm a mourner?

Why didn't they fall before??

"Because men moan!! They say save him...and they say you are only a (father's surname)!!"

"You are holy king!!" Did they???

"YES! They fell you!!

"What am I?? They killed Hanumari??

"They threw her down, and we saw her and were too late and she was born to a heaven girl, and you screamed after her, and for years you wept, then she became a teenager and you loved...then, Smarmy, said have sex...you didn't you seeked, and you laughed, and went lower heaven, then they cried throw him down, you landed in mummy, because you said, keep (urrrghhh, I said keep two years ago), they said keep her down, put her in hell, and they said woman are you hell? (by now I don't want to hear it all) and she said no, and they said we bring him down, and she replied bring him down, and then there you were born...she wanted to save. You arrived in woe. Gabriel, Mummy was no. You are her child. Hanumari is woe...Yes, I see you in Heaven, you are King, I am wife. It mean't Nanny thought you were no and she laughed and said He is never no!! And you slept, and she called Her, called Her so God, that you said take me to God, and you were born."

Lisa Loeb-Stay