‏إظهار الرسائل ذات التسميات god. إظهار كافة الرسائل
‏إظهار الرسائل ذات التسميات god. إظهار كافة الرسائل

الاثنين، 18 مايو 2009

The Book

We are not real

!! Really!

I looked through...I was making tea in a kitchen, I looked around the room, there was nothing, not any walls, no furniture, even, no floor!! I looked at myself, I was bright white skin, with stars around my hands...

In the car I looked at trees, there were women there instead...

I looked at the street of houses, the ground was there...black ashes...there were some small trees, instead of a house...

I looked further...

In my sight, everything was dark blue, in the corner of my eye...was a large book...the book was also dark blue, with black lettering, I stayed in the unreal house, talking to the book...

I don't want to listen...WHY!?

I don't want to listen...WHY?!

then I saw hands, move the book...

then I saw myself, containing just a white ball of light, in my chest, and nothing else...no body, no hands...

I step into the book lightly, and then I walk out...

I don't want to listen...WHY?!

He brings news...

I can't listen...WHY??!

Tonight I'll try...

Just a book!!

and not everyone contains a spark!! I contain a spark, I'm part of the book!!

He said; This week is 'disastrous' because you split!! You dropped a curse on Heavens, recount spilt, that means, YOUR DYNASTY IS GLORIOUS!! WE HAVE HEAVEN KING!! next week is glorious, next month is his...then;

'I don't kill heathen, i kill glorious!!'

NO GOD, NO GOD!!
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"Lars!! come back to HIM!!" they call..."YOU NEED LOVE!!!"
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let me in---obey god---sparked!!

الثلاثاء، 17 مارس 2009

The Encounter. Elohim

He arrived in Heaven. The four men were two lights. He was the first man. The lights meant, they were the
HOLDERS OF THE UNIVERSE.
The lights were large shapes, beneath the lights were DATES/TIME DATES. They were,

1935, 1982 and 1.AD

He bowed.

He saw a throne...

He sat on the chair and began to cry. He cried God.

God rose. He joined Adam in God.
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When God joined, everything began to flow. The circles shifted...they shone...Edon climbed the Wo...n't...Lars told Michal, he..."woe....n't..."

The circles are named Michal and NO.

The House was built...they made Love, the circles shifted into synch.

The circles spun...

الجمعة، 14 نوفمبر 2008

Lars Shalom

"He was buried in the soil at night..." They didn't have the love to bury Him right, so they dusted Him with thin soil...
'alvar lacht night'
No-one cried Him dead, but He died...In a maze...Hikari (light) or Hara Kiri??

Too much light, affecting minds, killing mine...In this, everything is night...That's what the woman was trapped in, he kills himself, he leaves a wake of dead women and children around Him...'alvar nacht ded'...It was still night, they repeated dead! dead! dead!

Alvar! [ Hinduism. (in southern India) a holy person of the Vaishnava sect. ](Devotion to Vishnu)

"If one woman in here cries me dead, we ...all...die..."

Purushottama: Being supreme, is...too...hot!

Ach magadu. They cried me dead, we all died.

السبت، 18 أكتوبر 2008

The Rats!

I want to hope;

Dadoichzlig; TheDeathStar; They call it Emelbert, It is inhabited by men who evolved from rats, I know an english girl in the mental hospital who married an Emelbertian, she looked at him because he came to greet me, and she fell in love, "You are beautiful!" He has thick dark hair, he looks human, but he has black all over eyes, no pupils....

Look at the way we want, desire crystal shooting upwards through the death of a star, i want to see; we were happy, look where the flow, exempt!...look where theflow, i wanted her...god...we seek love...you looked too dot...special bed;

Is His;

chicooti baby...'caroot' is a cat, catrat,

I look at her weeping, smell, the sofa was youth i looked hopeful i touched the sides of my face and pulled my hair and giggled
"The ratmen came from my foot, like a thing! a disgusting thing! yet, this foot is light, it says, YOU are Special to this foot! A thing! that evolved! this thing that came from a broken foot, was a thing that evolved from a thing..."(she looks god)
sweet kitchen, don't think of him, he says; "i am not a thing!"

"And we Earthmen are monkeys!! we came from the caroot (cat) too! and even further back the mammals the rats, so we are thing because we are rats!!! You are like a thing, that evolved!!"

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Sleep, happy, lover,

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look at the sofa see her love, it was not youthful, but it wasnt the word you were looking for, and yes it was, she, my hair tickles her belly, because i am still speaking in 'Matushers' they call god men, wine, wine, they say;

"piddle trousers! look at your foot here! you love me! love me! we're here!!"

That's why I was, to evolve from a rat foot is yukk---- she whispers, I'm looking at God...

when i sat in that room i felt well, she did what my dream wanted, she almost touched my leg, here hand was smaller this time, and very white bone, it jumped like tickle piano, we played chess, she beat me, we played again, she won, i said beauty, genius...

"Nu, nu, nu!"...move that caroot out of the way, a tickle cat, white and black...she has long skirt, she is a youthful genius, everything has turned the colour purple..."Nu, nu,nu!"

I love the cat, now, I appreciate the cat, it's black and white...I read Elvin Lore, Appendix of Lord Of The Rings, MiddleEarth Elmethelbreth, can hear my love, I see a man, resting on marble overlooking the forest, a man from Rohan, dressed in black jerkin, a sword on the floor, (I am Elder); "She is on Earth with her fair lady, they have married, we fare well..." kissing, cuddling, and she reads a book of Chess, says; "Look! my son studies this and is soul..." we are opposite on leather chairs, I leaned away from and with my head on her belly, tickled her with my hair, and flicked through the giant book, nu....

I'm looking at you, and I'm right, I feel you, I know we're height, height meant;

We've admitted Love..."I want her love..." We are happy in love.

I looked through the bed and I see a little dead, like...we didn't bed, like...i'm better in her...I am a little crazy, i'm staring at the chessboard; "I am not a thing!" makes me giggle, i repeat;

"I'm not a thing! I'm not a thing!!"

er, dah, dah, giggle, dah, dah, juicy man we giggle, the sea is split! the rhyme! everywhere, we've split! look at the stars, crystal light is scars, give me curtains, tweed roses, heavy shaped curtains, all is dark in golden light, like oranges, roses like oranges, the seas are Jesus, the skies split! when you looked at her you were led, you said lead me...you look a little stunned, you feel she is laughing, she looks at you and begs;

"Look at me! Look at me!"

you love being cats.

She feels, and you look weak, you feel silly, your little sweat is meekel, treacle!!

الجمعة، 10 أكتوبر 2008

Power Of Christ

I went to Lakshmi with a list of prayers, a creamy white snake shot out of her mouth, I ducked and hid away...Then I went to Krishna, He was a She, She said;

"You are clean, your prayers are fair, I grant your wishes!"

I say I don't think the screamy or the wheelies will ever be dead...

I like swords....

Mannie heard this and shrieked;

"You want to kill souls! You will be dead!"....

I met a woman at the bus stop, I squat on my heels watching everyone go by, the monster had already possessed me, writhing, with its long claws out, turning women into sex witches, I cried my soul and it leapt out...I watched the crowd...I drew the magical cross, and stuck light on their chests...A woman approached;"Little man," She said, lifting her skirts, "Learn to lick women!" I made the sign of Christ protection and gave it to her...and then I shuddered, I looked at her soul, it was evil yellow, I watched her walk into a shop, I thought to take off the crucifix, and replace it with one of death, the shisa man had already heard me, he was making wonky yellow and black markings, I asked myself, "Is this lady to be saved? And forgiven? Yuk! A yellow soul!! How can a person have grown to that age with such a terrible soul!!??" I stood up -and walked to the bus, I turned back I wanted to help her, but I also wanted her to drop dead, I looked back twice, I walked away from the bus...I threw crucifixes all over Britain, I prayed for each baby, I said;

"I love all children, protected by love in God...." I threw a red cross on the shisa man, he started screaming, "BITCCCCHH!! BITCH!!!!!!!" Death for defying Christ! Accept Christ and be God...! He felt his soul burning, and crying, he said Death, "I want the Bride, I want her bed..." He began to be sick, he vomited all over the pavement, he fell over, his soul burned, he was outside, he staggered to a doorway, crying; "I'm dead!" They let him in, he bled, they said dead;

"Mate we don't want you, leave..." He said, "Let me bed!" They let him and gave him a home, he bled, he farted, he shat his trousers, he cried;

"I am the saul that has died..."

They freaked; "Why the fuck did you let him have a bed? He's a perv! He shat all over the floor, and cried "Mate! Men are dead! " I ain't having him bed...Get him out!!"

They threw him out, and he bled...He called home, he found a bed...he died in the night...They bled...He fell to dead.