The Gold God Said...

Our people have been left for dead, the Jewish people are King, I have my wife, and I love Him, my wife is Allah/Yahweh/God, she cried him, when she cried him we were god, we are now throne, let my people go...we have become exempt from god, because we hate , Lars loves Islam, Islam has rocketed, It says Noble God, this is death of god, my wife looks at me and says, look at you! do you love?! I tell her I love, Jesus men see us, Lars? is this special? If this is special, I want more than love...I want the world God...

(In Sanskrit) Begin the people, begin alvara love, Krishna is King, keep Love, we see Krishna, he hath special power, he hath seek King, He was never a lover, He learned to love, and went to mother Yeshoda, Yeshoda was the shoulder of God, He slept, Lars met sin, he became God, the sin was; Keeping Lars in...death.

Soldier God...The Aryan is His...

Lars name is Buddha...Buddha fathered Krishna, I was there, he fathered Krishna in my souls, He said I love you, and we joined souls...Ahavah is special because she is my Jewish souls, she calls THE DEATH; THE HOUSE...we made Ahavah in the house...I made special love, Lars screamed because she saw the men in the house in her dream...she prayed like King, and brought Light, she brought six years of light...she hit herself with lightening, because she was sing...we read each other's minds, this is special love because to read minds means we are soul in god...Help Lars! Ahavah sees dead, because Lars screamed DEAD! she is still a baby...pray for souls...

I want Sire souls because I am King...Lars loves souls...

(Hindu) Please God...India has left us souls...

When we meet God, we greet...greet IN Love...you are meek, when you nay love, you will feel death...I want you to right, nothing is right, I want you to right...I have prayed for the world, and the world said, we don't want the world, so, the world is dead...greet God, never be dead...The Holy Jihad is His, I am Lord God, I win the war and we King...Never War, war is sin, I am the soul of Him! If you greet me, cloe, you will thin, you will die...

I called her a Jerry, because I attacked her with a knife, and then the staff pig, tried to punch me over my meds...

Asiah, ekam, two pearls...one pearl is Ham, the 2nd is Arrive...

Birds flirt with me, the serpents are the ones who think of the sickest sex


80 pearls: ha!(seventytwonames.blogspot.com inspired)

She wrote some of the Songs of Solomon, roes and other stuff, so I was delighted! and,
so, I wrote a film; don't look can't touch, so; sing!

80 pearls, are like...derls...they move; one above another; they circle; they mean; how many fruls are seeking Love?

Clubbing and Shuls, that make Club Music

"Michal! I am destroying God! I have taken away the book, and God has become this painting!"

What a way to wake up!! In the middle of the night, after five bars of chocolate and a secret cigarette in the bathroom...the staff can hear me because, I am surrounded by heavy drum and bass music!!

An interesting club...is the one on the industrial beach, the area is an exact copy of my local town, because (??), "It was soooooo something you wished!!"-there we make a little God...the entrance is a heavy metal door, in the sea wall, the favourite music is house/dance...it is a small high ceilinged room, and to the left is a bar...

I have a cinema I love, next to the shopping mall...which is very cheap, and has a number of television screens across the wall, each one, playing different films, cartoons ... you pay for one film, and see only that film, on the little screen, somehow you focus, and you can bring a date, sit together and each watch an entirely different film...

My <favourite 'dream' club...is in the centre of a city...to get there from, my apartment, or...where ever I land...I have to take the tube...it's marvellous...there is a long square white tunnel leading to double doors...it has so many different rooms, it reminds a little of the Scala/London...but! through a balcony entrance, I find a cinema, old fashioned...showing, horror films, and art films...

I wanted to find that club last night...I was with a crowd, including mum and dad...and we were 'flying'...that means we went from one location to another, I was obsessed with my little huge arty club...

Something in the atmosphere was extra terrestrial...

The dance place we walked through, was an entrance to a spaceship, or much like the entrance to a spaceship, we caught the elevator...everything was fluorescent green and black...we found a club!! we wandered down the stairs, and as we walk towards a metal fenced balcony overlooking a dance floor, we prepared for some one's big arrival...the music was thumping, and in came a gang...

They were dressed in black jumpers, and trousers, all men, some had the look of the ratmen from Emelbert...some wore black hats, like, spanish matadors, some I thought were jewish men, looking very 'I can see your school and what you study', walking down the stairs...in the midst of this crowd I spotted a guy from college, everything, the music of their entrance revolved around him, his style, much like the strange, vampire doktor, drug-filled awfully written recorded-diary he writes online, the music was his, an announcement, he used to live in Spain...and a theme, a little bit horror techno, and a lot 'look at me!!'...they were the green and black...

There was a problem, Mum was groaning, as she leant against the fence, because she was bored, she thought the 'entrance was sick, because they were 'what have God?'...I was still discussing my favourite...we were obviously in an

Alien club...

And there was a problem with clothing, Mum was stuck wearing a man's black coat, and a red shirt, over a long bright blue knee-covering 'netball' skirt!! She was young, and I laughed, because she hadn't wanted to wear that...as I was now wide awake...and the skirt, was funny, because that reminded me of the bully teacher we had both shared through two generations of school...like, it was supposed to mean something (?) She was next to Dad, who looked middle-aged, dressed in the black...the guys the college boy was with were obviously, jewish, and, obviously, alien! They were the scene men...they must have found fame somehow...

I walked over to my girl...

She was so reminding me of someone, she had her eyes, and she was a little glow!!

I had no idea who she was, she was like a body smaller than me, and I knew her, face, dark hair, and a familiar look, but couldn't place a name, she was staring into my eyes, smiling, and I was ready to kiss...

I disappeared...and picked up my smokes to take into the bathroom, (very illegal) and still the music was pounding above my head, I got worried about the cigarette, so I opened the fire exit and threw it out...!!!

'Why was college boy there??' 'He was there because he found soul, and he thinks you are dead...He keeps crying you are dead...'
He met them in a prayer group, that is red, you gave him soul, invited him, and then left him for dead, you were playing white flowers, and he was in a kitshc horror-rock n roll/yes, and drum and bass, was the place!!...

The staff guy (I'm in Rehab, oh no, no!) heard music and flipped...

'What is this pig?? I hear the radio too loud!! It is -----!! She is not allowed to play music this loud!!! I am going to scream!!'

I ate a stolen chocolate (htere were jsut there in a bag, and so the staff thought they were mine) and pretended to be asleep...he knocked on the door, I willed him to leave...

The scene men, they were just cool, and quick to forget, more alien than gothic......they wore black, some of them, a few of them, they reminded me of/like haredi...
they were too cool for themselves.
'Their 'katel' is beast God...two of them are jewish (two I spotted!) the rest are of alien jewry...those matador hats were Jesus...the Bass was Jewish...when they katel, they seek, he entered alien katel...Aliens, because he was seek something 'too cool'...they cry thunder and hell...you cry Heavenly...feminine Heavenly...they sing like chorus, he weeps...we have two hundred types of ALIEN JEWRY...because;

WE ARE LEADERS!!
he wanted aliens, he has Planet Deros, he wandered into shul, and said;

'I am King'...

'Vail, Etheros!! Acometrei adoun emog!!'

...he was stunned, and said 'I don't understand'...

he tried Spanish...'Hola!'...

they laughed; 'We speak Eptros!' 'To tell you God!'

...he laughed, said; 'Spunkos!'(yuk)...

'Come! Pray with us!' they davened like Kings, and said;

'Tomorrow there is parties...bring Englands...'

...That's where I found him...

'You bastard! You keep saying you fork!!!'...

He said, 'I want Petra', Petra is a cat...

Two jewish men from upper heavens joined him, because he wanted to talk, they took him and the aliens to the club, they made a big scene because they were sure they were winner, my gang ignored them...the woman in the club, was 'Dorry-Mannie', really she was Annie...she looks like Janie...Her name is Mainie, she is amanos;

(The Trick

When we are made by Heaven, Love begins to look similar...women from alien worlds, take the likeness of a lover, click of the finger!
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The painting made; sin men die/too many calling God/a happy lie/and quiet/

Tomorrow, I begin God...

I want clubbing, clubbing...I want to wake up clubbing!!!

The Book

We are not real

!! Really!

I looked through...I was making tea in a kitchen, I looked around the room, there was nothing, not any walls, no furniture, even, no floor!! I looked at myself, I was bright white skin, with stars around my hands...

In the car I looked at trees, there were women there instead...

I looked at the street of houses, the ground was there...black ashes...there were some small trees, instead of a house...

I looked further...

In my sight, everything was dark blue, in the corner of my eye...was a large book...the book was also dark blue, with black lettering, I stayed in the unreal house, talking to the book...

I don't want to listen...WHY!?

I don't want to listen...WHY?!

then I saw hands, move the book...

then I saw myself, containing just a white ball of light, in my chest, and nothing else...no body, no hands...

I step into the book lightly, and then I walk out...

I don't want to listen...WHY?!

He brings news...

I can't listen...WHY??!

Tonight I'll try...

Just a book!!

and not everyone contains a spark!! I contain a spark, I'm part of the book!!

He said; This week is 'disastrous' because you split!! You dropped a curse on Heavens, recount spilt, that means, YOUR DYNASTY IS GLORIOUS!! WE HAVE HEAVEN KING!! next week is glorious, next month is his...then;

'I don't kill heathen, i kill glorious!!'

NO GOD, NO GOD!!
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"Lars!! come back to HIM!!" they call..."YOU NEED LOVE!!!"
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let me in---obey god---sparked!!

My Cousin is a Bastard

I wake up see-ing my cousin, when I have vivid dreams...For some reason I call him a brother, in reality, he is a not-quite-satan-bedevilled-love-himself-filth-brother.
i wake up in a mental hospital

He says: "The goys are giving me shit..."

I said: "We are in Lilith bitch..."

"We are not Lilith!!! Why must this be give goys shit? You are devils!!!"

We arrive in heaven to meet girls. They push us out the door...

"Non!!! You are too sick, you will have to go..."

The mental home looks exactly like the one in England.

I'm wearing a very old Incubus shirt and jeans, what I was wearing when I went to sleep, I wake up on the hospital bed, and stay in the dream for about an hour...I did this before when I was graffiti on the train station walls, with aerosol cans, but, that time I was a dark haired boy, another time when there was a party in a house very much like my parents house but much larger, my friend is slitting her wrists in the bedroom, and I leave the party with a guy I hardly know from a local gig place in , once again, my sunny england, I write a tune as I leave that gets recorded onto a CD in his car, it's about her and it sounds like a perfect circle b-side (I remember one time in rehab, men asking for map and town planning, so hey!! Allah why not give them a map of my hometown, or am I a ghost wandering the highstreet in the early morning?) My sister and Greta from Germany (met on holiday) visit market stalls and go to a restaurant in a cave; where two Italian criminal looking men take out a small blade on me, and I use magic to flip it under my laces of my trainers as I push the small man into the wall...I wake up in a copy of my little flat, on a huge double bed that takes up the whole fornt room with N.Kidman!! Then I go out, and buy a huge! I mean five litre bottle of lemonade, out through WH Smith to a small wall out the book, dressed like a hassidic man with peylocks to pray against this tiny wall...I am in a bookshop full of Lord of The Rings junk, with Polly ready to go into Quasar...In an alien town, witih my (now lost) light blue and white skullcap, the clothes I wore to bed, purple cords and a hoody, with a tree tattoo on my palm, in a hilly street of tudor like houses converted into shops, where in the square I see a huge sculpture of a 'bacchus' man with horns kissing a woman, and mums pushing prams with kids wearing black skullcaps and shorts, and I meet a woman there, and demonstrate to her son, with his broken cricket bat, how I killed demons...I am see-ing an arabic boy swim with a big turtle at the rusty steps of a very dirty looking seawall, when two wolves appear, following us into a minimal apartment, up white stairs with a wall to the side covered in posters, with a woman in a black and flowery green dress, to look at a collection of science fiction dvds, and the werewovles!!! want her for sex!!???...

My cousin: Another time outside a pub, at a table, with my cousins best friend and two girls, one american one israeli,

while I am braiding his newly dyed blue hair, they are shouting at him for having;

"A gay soul!! GAY PIG!!!"

I'm still awake when I see I am in a guys house looking through his videos, amazing cartoons which feature the virgin Mary armed with a giant neon cross...He is aliens, he is shocked to see me turn into a girl in a mental home.

Another time when Polly and I take my parents to a pub (I am constantly thinking Why are we in such a low??? This is just like England) But I can levitate down broad white steps and following a roadie into a dire daytime club...I have silly transfers on my arms that say I have killed the devil 456, 970 times...Polly is seriously in a low, we have a pint, and then leave down steps by a lift, I'm walking with my Dad, talking Polly, and Polly tells my Mum she is in Love with me.

A woman arrives in the mental hospital common room, I am awake and I say, this is the devil!! Do you see??

Her eyes are devilish, she is dressed like a Goth, they are one bright blue, the other lime green and opal white shimmer...they keep changing.
There's a black guy lying in the corridor with two white girls....
I can't remember how we escaped, but now we are in a car, with 'the devil' driving, and a good looking older man in the front passenger seat, the car breaks down over a little bridge, and then we get out and walk through to a balcony...

There, she kisses me. We snog in my awake? But I can't remember feeling the kiss??

Then we walk down steps into an Arcade. , the gothic devil looks deep into my eyes, and they change, one red, one, blue, "I love you!" She says, Hilariously, behind us the woman who leads activity's is appears to arrest, me and my cousin, we grapple with her, and then he disappears, and I leave the dream...

I hate my cousin because. I give him money, cars, and get him gigs in Lower Germany.

Every time I have a clear vision he is there!!

Other times, I wake up, singing, in a huge arena, I am still walking around the hospital corridor hearing cheering, I tell them I've left to go backstage.

My rock band is called;

"Hey Mission!" Worth 8billion...

My cousin has a band, I saw him last week, I think we were somewhere near a pub, again, I see some longhaired guys with us, and am very interested (I'm pissed) in his embroidery covered jeans.

I think my bands pissed because I dont want a leather jacket, I want what I shcool here, and;

"Can we go slightly Klezmer?? And don't sign a fucking deal!! With anyone!!"

Trying to Save Ourselves

God! They're hateful!! I can hear them, it's time to speak. I'm in a kitchen on my fifth tea, with cigarette, and already men are crying Mickey to fall...They gave me the message, with ringing bells, she was divorced and i was to marry her, as i walked through a chestnut tree lined avenue in the cold frost, and i said, please! wait, we can marry in heaven!!

I doth want her in god, i doth love, i doth see her heaven, you think David is level, he is mevel, i saw his king, and the king was hero, and then he sold, then the war began, and then he sold, he said, hit the Arabs like a pig, Louis loved god, she said bring peace. we love god we have peace. David sent her to mezels, he said this Bitch has Jewish devils, she loves Torah she writes his, mine is the Torah, Torah is His, i love everyone to bring Torah, Michal is His, she brings men Torah, and she writes his, she has written eleven poems, they are called, my

psalms.

They say David wrote God, he wrote psalms, the psalms came from God, he wrote signs, Louis wrote for God, they are the holy psalms. She is king. She is king

because, I am Him.

They were lover, they were locked up, David has sell, sell is fallen men.

The lovers are two, they wait together, Michal was hung. Louis was burnt...because Michal is Jesus, men said; Marry Him. David said I wanted you to Him, we have forever. Why don't we marry again?? They said;

"Ken!"

Louis was seen, they saw Her in Him. Michal was killed in Jesus. Men had Michal hung, Louis and Michal made love, David saw them and said; They are light, help me light...The leading men wanted everyone killed, they ordered David. When Louis and Michal were killed David died. He wanted men thrilled, then he became jealous and wanted Louis killed, he sent her to fell.

Why has he defied??

He has defied by having her killed....

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Men have continued to have Michal Kotel cried to fall, and Louis feels she has no man or voice, so she called friends, and last night in Heaven they married, she was a little shy that David had died, but everything was well. She heard his other wives, and they are not well, they have hate, we let them go, we went through a secret door, the door is Mother, it is music, it is like;

See me.

We kissed and the high lifted, it travelled like ether through heaven, it shot through minds, it fell devils...
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I don't hate David, and I don't want David to die, I don't know who david is,but God said; The situation is bleak, Israel is sinking, David calls wars, and it is Heathen, tell them,

NO WARS!!!

The sacred pact, we know the sacred pact, it is to scream, to sigh in blood, it is death, they die Israel, they die my blood, seek Israel, bring Love. Louis, we are King. They think lesbian is dead,

"I will make a lesbian KING!!!" Tell them David is dead, it's nay to woe, we bring King.

They think; Why are we here? Are we go?

See psalms is Him......Michallllllll psalmssssssss.

Angel Of Hope and The Meaning Of Love (Shabookmet)

And this, the Angel Of Hope, called Mannie, She surprises Him, he sees in the Angel, she sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands, s/he/she's making a mess on the kitchen table, shaking, "Dirty Jane!! Jane is dirty! Grrr!" pulling out books from a bag, shaking, fixing together an electric toothbrush shouting "Jane is dirty!", "Dirty Jane!", the Angel swifts down into the room, she reaches the kitchen because he watches a walk through the room, he is her never looking up, she fall jumps off the little wooden step, bends round hip and grabs his head between her hands and kisses his face, she says its forcefully, but it's gosh!, she looks so green blue atmosphere, old, suddenly he feels comfortable, but he's not laughing, he is still mumbling, with a kissed cap AND a scarf messily wrapped round his head, and she wanders outside to garden sit by the spiders, he is laughing, thinks she makes serious, and after he sees her flipping the love hard book off the table into her side, he shuts his eyes, with his green linen scarf wrapped messily round his head, dressed in black shirt he follows her to the alley garden, says he copies Byron, (Byronic! Look! AT the eyes!! The nose is almost the same!) She says HA! Mohammedan warrior!!


It is 'shabookmet';

'a given estimate of age that reveals itself to be, of an age, like ancient Grecian, where it is so want it is marriage, marriage is wholly Gods, the ancient has a man, who, invented love, the man looks, the woman is overcome, she says, 'You love me!' They love like they had been forever, the love is fervent, it invents no lies, it is eternal, it is already there in disguise, it is wanting, it is home, it says, Now, I will not woe...',

this was the night before when Louis and Mannie married in the kitchen and bowed to the Imam and ignored each other all night, and he laughs at her, older, runs away into the kitchen, milk in tea is a mission, he hides in milkcups, he can look at cats and even talk to them, he seeks in milk, but he/her hides, add a little sweat, a glow, add a dusky smell, leftovers, cat food...the kiss wanted; her bathrobe is like royal purple ancient love velvet, ancient loved dark haired, dark thick eyed ancient love, he sees in the Angel, Heaven, he sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands, Jane is dirty...Jane; is 'ashoomen 'means; 'the first time Louis bed, the watchers body possess Jane, she looks with brown eyes, she likes so much she's skies'...Huh! And does Louis know?! NOOOO!!...because This Love;

It is 'shabookmet';

'a given estimate of age that reveals itself to be, of an age, like ancient Persian, where it is so want it is marriage, marriage is wholly Gods, the ancient has a man, who, invented love, the man looks, the woman is overcome, she says, 'You love me!' They love like they had been forever, the love is fervent, it invents no lies, it is eternal, it is already there in disguise, it is wanting, it is home, it says, Now, I will not woe...',

... dark haired, she is an ancient man, comfortable kitchen with wide shoulders wrapped in Greek Arabian robes, smells like tobacco in rich velvet, billions of years old...the man is smelling ancient, turning round in the doorway to click her fingers and wiggle, like the servants give her in Indian palace and she is still man, dark eyes, where are those eyes? just eyebrows all cuddly rich when she grabs his face in her hands and gives Italian religious kiss, and she harem dances backwards to the bathroom just the hands shaking, the steps wide and shuffling, big smiles, the henna fingerclicks, ancient dark eyes still shining man, the yellow geometric pattern on the corner of ropes, like only the two of us know Hindi, and Hindi says; "I Love Thee! We are Heaven!", a booka emelu, Boom sparkle! In comes the youthful younger Beloved, jumping forward, her soul from her skin, bang bang, la hula la hula!! wide eyes! say question?...Hindu goddesses, Indian dancers, "I love you" fingers, coasting teacups in hands brushing lovingly, silent whispers, scrambled eggs whisked light fingers, lemon tart, is cooking, she says, for a man who is never dead, gives 'arapat' means;...'a look like silver, a hope in bed, a love height that reads, a little, higher than angels, hope in God, highest salvation'...That is SHABOOKMET he sees in the Angel, he sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands "Ha! ugly hands!"

In 1940's they wore suits and sparkling ballgowns, faces etched with ancient eternal tears, when the Assyrians killed the ancient Greeks, they giggled, because the Greeks said muddy, when Mohammad cried they jumped, when the slave traders arrived in ancient Africa they wept, O! Angel of Love, and the Angel of Hope! Fallen to Earth! Lars woke up they had old children, they have 300 angelchildren, 1929 born son is weeping, he's 'shulvet' means; 'depressed on meeting, loving dad, hearing Heathen, crying dead...' But Mummy and I are; 'shavirer!' means; 'we were hipper than Him, we bring Him, hopefully Him, feeling God!'
Shabookmet! is; ' O! Happy Love! This Ancient Taste!'....
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ECSTASY
arapat {ap} ECSTATIC...
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