‏إظهار الرسائل ذات التسميات angels. إظهار كافة الرسائل
‏إظهار الرسائل ذات التسميات angels. إظهار كافة الرسائل

الأحد، 11 يوليو 2010

Mother

 I've been through Hell....men of Hell....

I sat in the garden, in the dark, chain-smoking, and praying, asking for people in Heaven, to help, to send a message to God, the one I call Shekinah (the female divine presence).

When I went to my room, I made pillows and a blanket, for the floor...then I had a vision...

I saw a woman in gold, with three pairs of wings, I heard a moan, and she fell off the throne...it's because I was in Hell...

I said; "What is your name?"


She said; "The Angel, Shekinah..."


Aneshka was the one staring at me, from under the pillows, "...the Angel of a Star, in the Sky..."

I flew deepest black wings, they fluttered and roared, and opened, she hit me with a golden white light, and I tripped on my hands, it was forcing a kind of electric into me, my soul changes to a boy-angel, thick bright white hair, with a touch of light neon blue, and black long-sleeved shirt, and black trousers, and huge thick black mono-brow...I forget what I was doing in speak, I was,

crawling on my knees and hands on the floor, growling...boy-angels have voices like little dogs, gruff, and a little angry bark...

I was barking in anger, and

she sent me clouds of golden white light, with hints of lemon, hitting a storm of light into my body, hitting me in my back, and making me twist and turn and roar, and moan, and shaking, as I was still on my hands and knees, looking at the floor, crying:

"MOTHER ! MOTHER ANGEL!!"

Every-time I got hit by light, I shook, being zapped by a bit of light, in places, like my back and shoulders, and because I was fighting the light with deep black hatred,  I shook, and I growled, and I complained and barked and shouted, and ,mostly, in Lars, I just laughed...she laughed too...

then I had to sleep, keep her safe, and sleep...Aneshka turned deep dark green. Her wings opened and snapped.

السبت، 12 يونيو 2010

Discovered

I discovered, half a can of beer;

Raphael;

He make four angels to surround His Throne — Michael, Gabriel, Uriel and Raphael. Michael is on its right, corresponding to the tribe of Reuben; Uriel on its left, corresponding to the tribe of Dan, which was located in the north; Gabriel in front, corresponding to the tribe of Judah as well as Moses and Aaron who were in the east; and Raphael in the rare, corresponding to the tribe of Epharim which was in the west.http://www.jhom.com/topics/angels/talmud_fourangels.htm"[1]

"Raphael is in the 'rare', because he has been dead for, maybe, 3000 yrs..."

An Angel word: "Esick!" means "You Shit!"

"Hinarim means Human..." I am impatient with Hinarim. Like Dad, just has to be around to hate...

I can't kill Raphael...

"Was I born? You were born..."

I know who Micheal is!!!



More to remember, football now...

HATE!!!!!!! Dog just barked, and NOW I HATE!!


Yeah...add it to my art-show, (Make Her Life)

I was praticing arabic, and then remembered the first, 'trip'...heiroglyphs...it stopped and I began writing weak, waiting for some kind of rabbi to arrive in the hospital...nothing...no letters...no love...so I wrote love-letters to a man I hated...

good luck

the other art-idea for long-running project; doodles, abstract anything to appear doodles, and this: stupiddraft;


Entering ZAR…

ZAR is known to be
A type of world


It is what
rises
HELL


8 +9/4







ZAR: is;



Swirl
Bi-angular
A special type of hatred, a ‘mecon’…
It arises in 2 WORLDS.
Zar is created, Zar is abstract…the world is sinking. Zar turns round, Zar was like fight, it swirls round, it is a red light, it is also particular yellow, it is actually a part of soul…

When ZAR swells, it makes two worlds, the worlds are shown here, abstractly in simple pens, biros are light loose, meager, nimble Felts are thick fat, firm, hard, heavy, high, pencils are lost use up, waste, yield






THE ALIEN WORLD

The world is forming, through the shapes, speaking, and turning, it is fighting, each mark, creates an organic form that flows through 8 portals, through the portals, the lines throw shapes, it is a growing mass of objects that storm through each other, speeding into the next form. This creates 2 worlds…

Zar: first organic strength; wise…secondly; hate…each hate is circle, strength is pictoral, wise is 6th…the wisest is form, the strength of the lines, and the depth of the marks, this; is mostly scary…

When ZAR forms, hate! Making marks is tough, lines are sick…

Abstraction; thoughts coalesce, I thought mountains, strength.

This comic is a story of Zars, Zees, Portals, and Alien Worlds…

These drawings are the picture of an Alien World. It is the part of the world that is just arriving, many odd shapes appear, it is the roar of a primal earth, it is the force of the opening portal, the door is monstrous, the forming of this alien world, shows items that oppose each fragment…the use of pens is simple…every abstract item is a part of the world’s existence…the forms are more powerful than they look…every little mark represents an chaotic object/event/experience in the alien world…it is an arrangement of molecular constructions…

'ketav!!' =  "GET OUT!!"

الاثنين، 21 سبتمبر 2009

Death and Love

I was resting on my chin on the bed, on my belly...lambs!!

two baby lambs appeared in a cot on my back! They were lilac...

readers?

the heralds are like faun, lambs, highest doors, they talk like children,

readers???

my painting; purest talk, like; this is squigy...no...funny talking, like a nutty baby sheep;...

then I looked into her eyes, (lumpy) black (hazy dead black with dead black nodules; : said; "I hate thy devil!" then I left; so I then said:

"Where is the Angel of Hope?" She had Golden wings, she was falling down the wall, opposite;

I said:

"...call the Angel of Death...": I lifted myself off the bed, my voice turned into a man's, grey and blue hair, a giant face, red laser eyes that burn...then I said:

"Call the Angel of Love..." I looked to my side, and saw...

my very own earthly face.

beware for readers

الثلاثاء، 17 مارس 2009

The Encounter. Elohim

He arrived in Heaven. The four men were two lights. He was the first man. The lights meant, they were the
HOLDERS OF THE UNIVERSE.
The lights were large shapes, beneath the lights were DATES/TIME DATES. They were,

1935, 1982 and 1.AD

He bowed.

He saw a throne...

He sat on the chair and began to cry. He cried God.

God rose. He joined Adam in God.
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When God joined, everything began to flow. The circles shifted...they shone...Edon climbed the Wo...n't...Lars told Michal, he..."woe....n't..."

The circles are named Michal and NO.

The House was built...they made Love, the circles shifted into synch.

The circles spun...

الاثنين، 16 مارس 2009

Diatron/Angels...notes

Iblis was "Diatri King" He ruled our world.
We were the 1st (Elohim) to revolt.

With Diatri hating Him, everything went Low.

This is the oldest Lore

The Lore of Heaven.

The Elohim looked God.


Some of us went to Earth, under the Diatri was Hell, they battled, it was the time of Earth's first soup. Diatri were sick of soul. We the Elohim became Him. A few Diatri felt Love. We came from Love. We were the spiritual first. I was born to a self serving beast, father was sick, I said; "Let Me Go!"

Idom attempted a revolt, he was quenched.

When I grew up, I flew out.

I made it to another star. The Star was Atar. It was tropics.

The Diatron are beasts.

Danaan is my 6th wife.

The star was Heaven....

The Holy Elohim and The Diatrons...notes

We are Angels, we look like this:


We turn into humans...

Diatrons are Evil...they look like mad grey men with sharp teeth and metal-looking spiky wings, vein enhanced sickly skin. The voice is screech, whine and scream. They killed.

They are weak. They heard sick, and agreed. I look a little like this, yes, I sound like I rasp and hiss, we have the holiest eyes, we see the Holy men, and say, Muhammed was right !!

How we arrived:

We evolved from eternal light, we rose, we came from, soup We were Angels. I was the fifth made-man. My name is

Edon,

Her name is; Danaan. We're cute!

They call me; Hashem!

I was the fifth after eight-fly!

That means? It means I am Holy Lie! Because, I went out from God, to say, why?----
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We live in the lowest Hell.----Angels----
We are the first men, we seek Him, I am the wise men. We are fair hair, we are azure. Originally, we look so much like that photo/video, I'm high!!

الثلاثاء، 6 يناير 2009

The Letter from The Angel

Lars is too God, I look at her and weep, I weep because she knows, she knows we have Love, but love here is not enough, I am Gabriel woes, I see her and I want shows, shows that signify Love. She doesn't show, she makes love. I mean we make little Art. Like, I look and she, wants. We are sure to Jew.

I look at her and think, Lars goes along, I look, she won't.

Lars seeks Love. I look at her and love, we have enough.

I fell in 1969, because I said, Sin His; want bed. She was a child, but in Heaven, twenty-six. I never meant dirt.

Lars sees, she says she looked at her and loved.

I am Lars.

I look the same, I look a little odd, these eyes are odd. They limp. Heaven eyes are strong. Yes! She grew up limping! She was so frown, they droop. I droop too.

I love Hani, look!

How else do I look similar?

I have the face, and the hair! The hair is fire! The look is know! I have, even, the nose. The nose is souls.

Hani is the same.We both grew a little odd.

Lars says, Make Look Same. Let us look as in God. I did. We grew up gross, I laughed; "Lars wants! Because she looks Gods! God wants!" She sighed, I told Lars, our names, she never remembered...

Hanumari looks at Lars and shrieks, says, "You are so's! His is Yes. I love you, you are still so's. Yes! I love Lars! Gabriel, I want you to souls."


"What if I told her, I am never so?"

She would weep...

She can nay paint, in Heaven quite good. I paint like God. I weep, Louis, weep. Polly is the best because Polly is souls. Lars, paint souls.

One thing, Lars! Tell her, you paint! Hani is delirious, she realises Lars loves souls, she says; "She sneaks money! Five pounds!" She is priceless. Lars thinks, she hears priceless...(The priceless is?) That Hani wants your holy Love!! Yes!! She see this Gabriel Lars, Holy Love!!! She hav's India (means?) She thinks it's a little souls and she wants you to know these souls, you are too hissy, think quick! That Jews want souls!!!

YES!!!

Tell Hani, we are paint! She wants to see Jesus. Your Jesus, is His.

Mannie says; "I'm meeting God's!"

Hanumari says: "Lars...meet Me, too."

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tune on the ears-Duffy-Warwick Avenue

---I say;

Wake her up in Mannie;

I hear; "OH MY GOD! I just told Lars I love her to God! She is little dogs!! I don't want!!"

The angel arrives in my house, she sits there, with a pen, she is writing to me;

I love Lars

I Love Lars

I love Lars.

I say; "You know we are to supossed to here, have bed, but I'll let you know I still won't brush these teeth...and I'm odd."

I walk to the library in the frost.

She appears as a white shadow growing smaller;

"I'm going back to India!!"

I said, how does Hanimari the Angel feel in Mannie??

She...sulks.

tune on the ears-Edwin Starr-Eye to Eye Contact.

الجمعة، 10 أكتوبر 2008

English Accents

we shuttered, it shattered! we meant bent, it looked to be God...I am accept the derogatare, the hope...we look at love, everything hope...what is that?...coat...what is His? Lotte...we are 'caldoon' means; 'partially You, exempt from work...looking through.'
We seek 'habeen' means; 'erratically lover, sex is mean' you wonder...be respect for Me, we 're dead!
I hope to school...I have to give respect...my tale is, ret...the eyes is, 'parket!' means; 'astonishally powerful, nay see, deride the men, cry clean, tell them mean, look into eye, and say, unclean.' We wanted astonishing His, astonishing is powerful...
I worked in light, I looked at God...
Make men mean and we have no God, let them see and there will be no God...they will deride, being mean...They say;

"Hashem, we free..." And they cry a Taurus...We are too mean, they look to mean...

A voice

look at my voice...Sufferagette city!! We balk!! BurpBaaarulk, he burps into her belly, as many, drugs as he can, as many drugs into her heroin room, she lifts her womb to the shelf, and he naken dances shift from femme to la route, he jiggles his freggles, all over the sharves, she seeks her, she finds a criminal, matte bright blue, matte cream white, she accepts the drugs, and she offers her arm to a girl from the war, they huddle against the cold, and the girl clasps her arm before she loses himself under the grey smog, she lifts him up, she gives him love, biffy clyro-machines te naked madman is the suffreergette, as though he made a modern ghetto full of broken scrapyard cars, and thin smog streets, and filthy marks on marked off pubs, and greasy takeaways berefit of souls; a playground at dawn... holding himself out for men to see...he is shameful, wiggling, shouting, she'll hide from him...Le cette echar, la faim de mar...

Everything in the dark...I wanted to see auras, i wanted to know, does this colour, clue? black ice...gold lights...she heard shisa men hump, and screamed, til all the gold aura clarmooned into one pool in her head and flew out screaming, I thought, "Oh, dear, I did wrong..." She never said...She slept crying...I called her back, I dropped her in bed and dressed her in white feathers, I love her laughing...her face her wavy hair her voice her eyes, I change her eyes, I never see her eyes, I draw them I change them I like every single change...she laughs young, I got (her) to disappear, I got (her) to go...Biffy Clyro-Living Is A Problem Because Everyone Dies I thought we had got groovy,
I was wrong...as she slept she was crying...I lifted the sun, and went out spying...let naken cry them wrong...which means He will know! He will know every sin they med! He sees them and says; "Wanker! You make my wife dead!" he knows they are dead, he mocks them dead...He looks drunk mad, His ghost is in the garage, I don't like him, naken...wiggling.

Huddled woman walking is mine...

الأربعاء، 1 أكتوبر 2008

Angel Of Hope and The Meaning Of Love (Shabookmet)

And this, the Angel Of Hope, called Mannie, She surprises Him, he sees in the Angel, she sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands, s/he/she's making a mess on the kitchen table, shaking, "Dirty Jane!! Jane is dirty! Grrr!" pulling out books from a bag, shaking, fixing together an electric toothbrush shouting "Jane is dirty!", "Dirty Jane!", the Angel swifts down into the room, she reaches the kitchen because he watches a walk through the room, he is her never looking up, she fall jumps off the little wooden step, bends round hip and grabs his head between her hands and kisses his face, she says its forcefully, but it's gosh!, she looks so green blue atmosphere, old, suddenly he feels comfortable, but he's not laughing, he is still mumbling, with a kissed cap AND a scarf messily wrapped round his head, and she wanders outside to garden sit by the spiders, he is laughing, thinks she makes serious, and after he sees her flipping the love hard book off the table into her side, he shuts his eyes, with his green linen scarf wrapped messily round his head, dressed in black shirt he follows her to the alley garden, says he copies Byron, (Byronic! Look! AT the eyes!! The nose is almost the same!) She says HA! Mohammedan warrior!!


It is 'shabookmet';

'a given estimate of age that reveals itself to be, of an age, like ancient Grecian, where it is so want it is marriage, marriage is wholly Gods, the ancient has a man, who, invented love, the man looks, the woman is overcome, she says, 'You love me!' They love like they had been forever, the love is fervent, it invents no lies, it is eternal, it is already there in disguise, it is wanting, it is home, it says, Now, I will not woe...',


this was the night before when Louis and Mannie married in the kitchen and bowed to the Imam and ignored each other all night, and he laughs at her, older, runs away into the kitchen, milk in tea is a mission, he hides in milkcups, he can look at cats and even talk to them, he seeks in milk, but he/her hides, add a little sweat, a glow, add a dusky smell, leftovers, cat food...the kiss wanted; her bathrobe is like royal purple ancient love velvet, ancient loved dark haired, dark thick eyed ancient love, he sees in the Angel, Heaven, he sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands, Jane is dirty...Jane; is 'ashoomen 'means; 'the first time Louis bed, the watchers body possess Jane, she looks with brown eyes, she likes so much she's skies'...Huh! And does Louis know?! NOOOO!!...because This Love;

It is 'shabookmet';

'a given estimate of age that reveals itself to be, of an age, like ancient Persian, where it is so want it is marriage, marriage is wholly Gods, the ancient has a man, who, invented love, the man looks, the woman is overcome, she says, 'You love me!' They love like they had been forever, the love is fervent, it invents no lies, it is eternal, it is already there in disguise, it is wanting, it is home, it says, Now, I will not woe...',

... dark haired, she is an ancient man, comfortable kitchen with wide shoulders wrapped in Greek Arabian robes, smells like tobacco in rich velvet, billions of years old...the man is smelling ancient, turning round in the doorway to click her fingers and wiggle, like the servants give her in Indian palace and she is still man, dark eyes, where are those eyes? just eyebrows all cuddly rich when she grabs his face in her hands and gives Italian religious kiss, and she harem dances backwards to the bathroom just the hands shaking, the steps wide and shuffling, big smiles, the henna fingerclicks, ancient dark eyes still shining man, the yellow geometric pattern on the corner of ropes, like only the two of us know Hindi, and Hindi says; "I Love Thee! We are Heaven!", a booka emelu, Boom sparkle! In comes the youthful younger Beloved, jumping forward, her soul from her skin, bang bang, la hula la hula!! wide eyes! say question?...Hindu goddesses, Indian dancers, "I love you" fingers, coasting teacups in hands brushing lovingly, silent whispers, scrambled eggs whisked light fingers, lemon tart, is cooking, she says, for a man who is never dead, gives 'arapat' means;...'a look like silver, a hope in bed, a love height that reads, a little, higher than angels, hope in God, highest salvation'...That is SHABOOKMET he sees in the Angel, he sees in 5 billion years in her thick red hands "Ha! ugly hands!"

In 1940's they wore suits and sparkling ballgowns, faces etched with ancient eternal tears, when the Assyrians killed the ancient Greeks, they giggled, because the Greeks said muddy, when Mohammad cried they jumped, when the slave traders arrived in ancient Africa they wept, O! Angel of Love, and the Angel of Hope! Fallen to Earth! Lars woke up they had old children, they have 300 angelchildren, 1929 born son is weeping, he's 'shulvet' means; 'depressed on meeting, loving dad, hearing Heathen, crying dead...' But Mummy and I are; 'shavirer!' means; 'we were hipper than Him, we bring Him, hopefully Him, feeling God!'
Shabookmet! is; ' O! Happy Love! This Ancient Taste!'....
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ECSTASY
arapat {ap} ECSTATIC...
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