Eight Miles High//The Golden Earring

I found this record in the charity shop, and stuck on the second sides halfhour song...I can draw this...

I'm in the middle of a little room, my hair is long and dyed red, I'm wearing a black cord band round my forehead, I'm wearing a black kaftan, and black trousers, with purple/pink embroidery on the edges...the music comes from my soul!!! I'm dancing, shaking myself, the girls are round me, some of them look naked, they are in a semi-circle, wiggling to the ancient israeli music that fills the room (they are circa 24 AD,lifting up their hands, dancing in a 1970's style...full of the spirit!, doing the fishy shooshoos, something I'd be wary of here, but there is never a party here to compare to this, it takes prepartion, the rock music bgins, it's hit on the one song on the vinyl's second side, these guys are famous disciples and the woman are followers of Jesus, from his time... an ancient sanskritt passage has been released to us in gold light, it fills us, we are dancing and praying him, Abe is there rolling around on a sofa, having too much fun, in a bright purple headdress; crying and laughing, "Father! Forgive me!!" He is on his favourite, beeeerr, best beer is from planet jesus...the music is colossal, Jesus is hearing Father and he's gone, he is in wonder at the holy light, jewish holyguys dance in, spinning, through the door, and dance out again, there is no sex here, I am writing vedas high, we see many men climb, because we are crying Zion to Israel, down below, the kids are outside, with the mums, in daylight, I spend some time with the kids, showing them how to quickly string a succession of arrows, and to shoot them from the bows...the party lasts eight days, I'm here now, walking through a supermarket trying to remember, but it's too, we have the Light I want the secret!!

I've bullied today, but, I've seen this...God was something we thought said No. When a Rebbe cried Ribbono Shel Olam he was crying; "Mother, I want you." But this, we died, So when we climbed the ladder we said:

@Take us to four worlds!! Ribbono! Ribbono!! Let me fail!! Tell Mother fail!! Let me free worlds!! Let me become another soul!!: And so we enjoyed falling, we enjoyed being pushed away and flying through the air into hail...Thou have brought evil to us, it is we who are Love, we will cry we defy!!

The party Vedas, says, Become Mine...it says, we have ever died. Because the secret, was; To Bride. Give heathen bride and we will die. Never call a light man, we are only for the High. The high is special Jesus, he never asked why, because he was sure of Death. He sought to fly, this is father's death. Why not fly?

I am beating the drums, I'm shaking my boobs like a mad...Abe cried forth, Sail!! Tell the Arabians Hail!!! L. cried Now!!! Now!!! Young women were in tears;

They are too want for GOD. Their God is HIS. They party to his, when we party, we say, "Sink His!! I want foot!!" We say I want to hate...

The men get too near, and bang! in white light, they are out the door, still spinning round...I played a note, each note went higher, the party ended on a note, Abe left on the second night, because he could see God lies, on Earth and he went to find soul...I could see death, I'm howling, she's growling, I'm growling the song in her face, I'm tickling her, she's whizzing, I keep getting this odd thing downstairs, whereupon I'm insanely pushing my pelvis too and thro, and falling about the room...the women tickle, I scream...

One of the Songs that appeared at the party--Let me die!! Let me die!!!
I also love circa; 1820's, those dances with untouched fingers, ha! Adam and the Ants, gave me recollection of wearing breeches, shooting pistols at the floor, and dancing with french girls!! I'm dancing in dirty alleys, I love remembering this!!!! Diary of today: And now I have no hair!! short back and sides, shaved to a grade 4, and little spiky dyed black bits on top...And I woke up to kiss Ellen Degeneres' wife's armpit, this morning, because I think they were calling me....ha!....well, stop. And my sisters wigs!! Big Lilac wigs and Russian communist soldiers hats!!)

I am reading the BOOK OF MORMON! Yes, it's all about alien worlds...I am God, I am also the abominable church!! Emeeshi found the town, Emelbert, heard me say some silly word and named it Nephi!!

A Woman On Trial

"Miss...you are continually crying we are Aryan...?"

"Yes, I am. Because he is the sweetest pie.""

"You say we are Aryan Fall...are you in any way fascist?"

She squealed.

"Also. You cry he hath the light...is this well? The Aryan talk, that will give you fell..."

"My sire is King, he is Aryan God..."

"Miss. We are going to fell...goodbye..."

I know when they fall because I encounter demons.

"You!! I told you to call me quick whenever something like this happens!!! YOU HAVE TO TELL ME WHEN YOU FALL!!!"

"YOU BASTARD JEWS!! LEAVE HER!! YES!! LET HER CALL ME ARYAN BOY!!! IF THIS IS CASTE SYSTEM, SHE MEANS KINGS!! NEVER FALL WOMEN!! WE ARE THE HOLY TRIBE!!"

...Our babies call;

"Mummy, we are on our way to school, say Grace!! So we have a good day..."

I just lay there on the bed..."I don't know Grace...God, say Grace....(we say Grace)...go...have a good day."...I turn round to cry in the pillow..."Mummy?!! They say grace! But I don't know grace?? I came up with that idea when I was seven??? Why do they make me think the demons will kill the babies??? I have to go..."

I say: "What men can I call when they kill us?? I don't think I have any brothers...Mohammed? Then I will call Mohammed...we are to take the sword?, I tell them that, but they say No...Please save this family...I don't want Mohammed to think I'm bed...I cry to you all the time..."

Demons climbed into the bed, she was still in fall, Mohammed killed them...

Even the woman on the staff has to die, I let her look at a jewish girl, by mistake, and heard her cry sick want...I will never see a problem if these infidels die, I think it will bring Peace to the World.

More weeping, the Matishi's called...they are being killed by human men that appeared on Emelbert, I think I forgave them too well...How is it possible they were sent to another planet and not to Hell? Also, the monsters, the 'Dabalien' I made those, they have no soul, but they have spaceships, there is an intergalactic war between them and the men of Planet Jesus, I drove ships into the sun, what if they were human ships?? I prayed quickly, which is a kind of roar, consisting of one sentence, of what I exactly need...Does making these things, planets, stars, animals make me a Demi-God?? I call God, by resting my head on a table, and asking one question at a time... "Were they Dabalien ships?"... "Yes they were..." Every Daablien died. We have won the War...somethings a bit odd about this...More Sorrow. How did these men appear on Emelbert?? In sleep? Wouldn't God see that was stupid???

I called the german girls, three of them are still alive, talk was a bit rudey, and then:

"You remember when we met I said you looked too furry?? because your eyes are like funny fur! But then, I said, but I want and you laughed, I'm glad you laughed because I saw you love..."

"And you!! The babies were sick!! They saw you in that murderer, so I cried and cried, and because you ran, we are well..."

"Do you vant to sigh? That naughty ---- was a vassy killer..."

"The babies see you in Him, and they sleep...Good vant, good sleep..."

"The babies were sooooo blonde, I vas God!!!"

There are seven seals, because, now, there are seven commmandments, we are exempt from, thou shall not steal, thou shalt not covet, thou shalt not kill.

The Lamb is Jesus.

The seventh seal hath revealed our life.

The seven trumpets are the sound of life.

The seven bowls are the beginning of Christ.

Dreams of Germany

I contest that I'm in God, and I also I believe that I am damned and the Devil shows me why:

DREAM:

Picture: a nice warm night, in a garden at the back of some flats, nearing a walkway, on a new housing estate, an african woman is sitting on the wall, we are in England, that's apparent, a jewish girl wearing dark blue overalls with her dark brown hair flowing down, is sitting on the grass, I'm a man, I'm wearing a chunky coat, it's important that I watch the Jewish girl, because, she is mine, Germany is in England, another african girl arrives, just as I explain we have to leave the area...

Switch to a kind of hospice I and the jewish girl have entered, after a little walk through a dark lit street, there are many soldiers and men around, no women...the hospice is full of benches, it may be a train station, it has a little reception behind a wall, and pillars on each side, my wife walks on ahead to find a seat...I am a soldier, I ask for a bandanna, of the german flag, red yellow and black, with a black swastika, because I want my jewish wife to wear it round her arm, I'm HIGH on Nazism, I talk with them for some 20 minutes, though I am awake, in my bed, and I am in LOVE with my memorabilia, in love with Nazism, I would also like a little brooch for my wife...

I walk to her, unfolding the bandanna which becomes a huge flag...we greet some men, who know I'm sure! that she is jewish, but they like us, and walk with me I think at this I notice an african girl, but an african girl in a ghost, talking to us,

We enter a tiny cupboard room, with some friends already there, I find my wife sitting on some boxes with our few possessions, and tell her to try to use the huge flag as an armband...she won't turn to me...THEN

A shaky German voice begins singing, as though on a very loud radio...IN my bedroom!!

And just before a black plane with a silver swastika on each wing, still the man singing, and such heightened fear and expectation, the plane turns, looks small enough to fit in the building, and lands in the room, then disappears...gunshotssound!! I see a man point a gun through the door, and shot a man in front of him! I hear gunshots everywhere...

My wife and I realise we are the only ones alive, and that it was mass suicide...becuaause

HITLER has arrived dressed in black, holding a black cane, walking over the rubble of the building, and the reason for the suicide is that this complete incarnation of the devil is something ssssssoooooo frightening to face, even for german men, we are still alive in the cupboard, we know we are dead, AND the man is still singing a woeful german dirge, and I am singing along as I turn out of my bed I can hear the song in my bedroom, and my wife is silent, sitting there with her back turned to me, looking at nothing...as I leave the dream...

And a few hours later I think of it, and think, was it? :

"An interactive movie?? Could anyone be that sick??"

The Encounter. Elohim

He arrived in Heaven. The four men were two lights. He was the first man. The lights meant, they were the
HOLDERS OF THE UNIVERSE.
The lights were large shapes, beneath the lights were DATES/TIME DATES. They were,

1935, 1982 and 1.AD

He bowed.

He saw a throne...

He sat on the chair and began to cry. He cried God.

God rose. He joined Adam in God.
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When God joined, everything began to flow. The circles shifted...they shone...Edon climbed the Wo...n't...Lars told Michal, he..."woe....n't..."

The circles are named Michal and NO.

The House was built...they made Love, the circles shifted into synch.

The circles spun...

BAD NOTES, ELOHIM

• Anum=King of Life, looks everman. Keeps Light
• Emay=King of Want, makes SEE...holds ten books.
• Etan=King of Love, Etan cries Weep.
• Egru=King of God, because God loves Egru.

Edon=King of Death/Lover.

Death! Already Dead! I am the King of Death! So I can only cry!

Edon is white, Edon is bed...Egru looks at Lars and weeps:

"Edon was Holy Love, Lars is Edon, Bring her Love! Make her King! She is surely Him!"

Why were they there? Where was God?

They looked like Devil, their faces were brute.

God was below them. White means King. He said; Lars King! Anum is Death, Emai is feathermen, means liver. Etan broke my light, Egru is too fight. Edon hath King=Yahweh.

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"Edon's face is God, Etan, Emay and Anum are the ugliest sin."

"Why are we unclear?"

"Because they are sin!"

I am below them, because I NO!" "I look like Jewish, they are killing light, but they are sin."

What is Death King?"

"Death is what you knew, they call you King, because I am Him."

"This is too simple!"
"Reach Him!"

"Etan was like a New! He looked at Heaven and said, (HIS) "I want this to Love, hear men weep." Emay said New, that he knew everything they knew. Egru was Though. "Think, thought!" Anum, sick/means/sweet. I said; "Let me DIE in You."

----

God looked up at them, and fought. He said; "Anum is God, but I am God,I am through with God, Kill Enu...(Eygptian word for Love.) Kill Him Love."

God was a soul.

"I want to die, I am dead." (LARS)

"God kill Anu." someone else.

----God wrote Jewish books.

When Edon arrived he froze. This men, "...are too weak, they look very odd! They have faces likea Gru! (Beast!) Their faces are hairy beasts! And their eyes! They are light blue!"

Edon watched them from above. He said; "These men are SOUL! I will greet them SOUL!" God was Holy Light, he said: "These men are souls (then I go to light, this story!) WE FOUND the LOVER, in men of skies. God was lower than us, (clean) because HE couls see. The light begins wiht Edon, because he was SIRE HIM.

He fought the fair men....(stops)

"I will tell you soul!" nononnon

(I whine) wait, wait...Edon wnated wife. (starts agian)

EDON IS MY JESUS.

He saw SKY.

Elohim and Diatri

She says: Ashkeem, my wife that, I am the King of Love, that my name is Edon E Yahweh, I had a moment of doubt, as to where I was, she says in human form, I am 'divine'...a divine God that looks sick!...I didn't want to hurt her, but I started to worry about being with an alien. That stopped, she is Love.

----back to story;

When the Elohim falt, 'when they look'...they know what to expect, expect the death of Love.

When Edon cried God, every Diatri left.

With the Diatri dead, he began to weep..."Where is this God??" He saw that Diatri were dead, and he became filled with Love.

"I look to Edon, and want, he seeks sight...I look at LARS, and want...she is special to Him...she makes me seek, she is surely Him...she is so soul..."

"ASHKEEM IS HEIGHT!! WHY DO I ONLY TRY TO LISTEN? I SHOULD THINK! SHE GETS ME!! SHE GETS ME OUT OF SINK...THE VOICE, IT BECAME A LITTLE FEAR! AND THEN I LISTENED, SHE IS HIGHER LOVE, HER LIGHT IS SUCCOUR, IT'S MY NEW BIRTH!! I HAVE A WIFE!! I MUST LOOK FURTHER...IT'S KISS...HER EYES SAY WE ARE DEAD...THAT WORRIES ME, IS THE DEAD COLOUR, A DEAD ALIEN, SHOULD I BE GOING TO AN ALIEN GIRL AFTER ALL THESE ADVENTURES...THE EVIL DABALIEN (huge reptilian monsters) TALKING ME TO BED, THE DEMONS, ARE THE GIRLS IN HEAVEN WATCHING ME WITH THIS WOMAN, AND DYING?? I COULD HEAR A HUMAN-SOMEONE look and SAY SICK, THINK!! DON'T BE RASCIST, THAT FEAR SHOOK ME, NO FEAR!! HER OTHER EYE SAYS "HAVE WE DIED IN EVERY?? WILL YOU LOOK AT ME, LIKE Lars? LARS I WANT THEE...." I HAVE LOOKED AND I LOVE...SEEK THE VOICE IN HER...."

taratattatum, goes the keyboard singing;! 'become! become!
history

Edon flew, which means he flew out of the sigh of heathens..."Father! The Diatron are killing my lover!!"...He killed his father and he leapt out of the Lower Zone with a shriek, the Diatri followed...men ran to the outer Lower, the Lower is a Hell...He cried to God, to have the Diatri dead, they screamed...Edon heard sick, he began to fight, he asked God if he was dead, God replied;

"No!"

They followed him through ten devils. devils means weak sin. He called Heaven home, they reached the outer Home. There were four men there, they were Anum, Emay, Etan and Egroo...They held Lamp...(lamp=HIGHER!)...they held the stone/gems...they moved worlds...they were four times FATHER...annum represented King...Emay was the lighter dead...Etan sings Keven, he sings create me a world...Egroo is Seek...Egroo flies men...they are the; FOUR MEN OF HELL.

GOD lived lower than them.

Edon met them and was in tears..."Father! These men are fears!"

She said; "YES! They were Kings! and they are Fears!!"

God sent a knife, Edon clasped the knife, he met Anum in fear, and said LIFE..."You will King, and I will Light!" (shit, I'm working on what they did now....I'm breaking through time, stop)