War Diary And All My Good Friends And Lots Of Confusion

"Eva and I high, we out to God, we went all over...We said; "Look at War!! We are kill in War, never War!!" We walked arm in arm, we kissed...I like her, she says bed; "You vanti, you vanti..." I say, Vant..."

"The dog is sick, it looks at me and it is sick, she loves doggy, i want it dead..."

"When i open door, I blink, i have to think, i look at them and go, i say thick; "Yes sir, I'm dead..."..."Yes, I look."...I close the door quick."

"When they hurt Eva, I said, dead..."I don't think we'll bed, i feel ill...i'm so sorry..." I know i think 'Fell' I make it well, I cuddle her, i don't think well, if i comfort her I am god, i find it hard to comfort her, I am quiet and never God. Where did this come from? From Mum and Dad? They beat me I feel bad, women cry, I am mad, I can't heal when they cry, because i think die. I am grieving, we all die..."

"Hitler said gay well, "Funti, you are a naughty fuck for God, you have Eva, little poof, fuck her..."

"Amy is crying, she is shrieking; "Why am I hearing Germans!!!???" I wanted to pray for her, but I died, prayed..."

"Frodo is watching me, he says big, "Daddy Gandalf! I will protect thee, I told them to leave thee!!"... he means, leave me to God..."

"(Dorothy) is crying...She says, I am die Him, "You swear and pig!! You are too shook! I pray thee, and you say FUCK PRAY THEE!! I am keep, you are keeping!! Ernest says, "Split the devil!!" I hate thee!!!"

"Mummy knows and still says, "Pluck your eyebrows!!"

"I can hear me with Jews, the kint(d)er are Jesus, they say; "Mummy! We're delirious, we love you! You are Jesus! Nanny says you have baddie eyebrows, baddie eyebrows is Jesus, we love Jesus...!! A little boy says I have baddie Hindus because you speak Hindus which is Indian and Germany says Indians!!"

(very confused about dorothy....(???!!) I told Dorothy "I will take you to bed tonight!", and she giggled "Your memory of the Table is died??" It's 1930's...she says she listens to me in germany, I tell her I want the maid, She says; "You are shot!" "You are Miss Lars! I want you naughty!" She says Ben(t)ley is died, I want Bentley, you died...Benchley is a dog...." What if I said; "Hitler's favourite car wasn't a VSW Beetle, it was Lars,??" She laughed..."You are naughty dog..." I grab her wrists; "Don't want..." She touches mine; It tickles..."Naughty man, boydog." I am a girl! "Girl dog!" I love you....I will respeck, "Respect won't..." OK, goodnight...kiss..."Don't keep calling me Bentley, I look a fool..."..."Beetley!" Goodnight.

The War Diary

"I wrote, "I want Funti for my life, I will cry Eva wife, she loves me to God, she is sooooo sex, this life has been bleak, they look at me and call me 'dyke' they say I fack, i have never been in worse, I need luck, I need wife, If I have luck I will white, If I have wife I will love, take me to wife..."

"It is today! Today, is Gods, everyone wrote Hey! The private said I was a good man of Gods, the other men are creep, they say I stink, the higher men look at me to work good, to bring the hebrew down and carry the campaign forward, they know I am girl, they say, Gay, to be a girl is God's! Then they dither, and they say; "Why do I say Gods?" They say; You look, you want to look...I say no, I have never want..."

"Eva was luck!! She took me out, we went to a club, the club was 'knub' so evil and so dark, I said; "Eva, we're dead!" It is all brown, and the swastika is hung up, it was like the house and the black dog, the house was want, I think of Greta and think dead, "Did she look? Did she like the knife? I was so gentle with the knife, I wanted her, she wears glow, she was so beautiful"....the men pig, they drink and pig, they stink...the bar was dark and we ordered drink, I had one vodka, Eva went dead, "Don't you think the men here are arseholes??" I said, "Yes! They stink! They vant to kill God, I will kill them dead!!" She looked at me, I said; "Vhat?" She said; "Vaaaaaaannnnntttttttttttt!" She kissed, She whispered and said, "I like their stink...because they won't think, if they think of you they will want you dead."

"Eva is so sure we are dead, I say special dead, "We have God, and we are well...I like you, I love you!" They sing Jewish Death, I think of the jewish death, i feel sick, just as everyone wanted dead, i wanted a speckle of light, I want the hebrew, i want their light, i am ever night...Eva said; Alright...She said, "Heathen men are dead!"

"Come to bed, we'll bed because we're dead...Dead is beautiful bed..."
Metallica-Unforgiven Part Two (They had hurt her...They hurt her very bad, we stayed in bed...I sang this song with my soul...)
she wrote; "I want Gabriel, Go..."

"Why do I shock??!! I say; "Bitch!! I will kill everyone in the light!! I want you all die!!! They say Bitch, we want die!!! I am happy, I nay kill the hebrew dead, I bed...I have eighteen women, they are beautiful german, I meet them in His (Hitlers) house, and I have sex...we toast, to the end of hebrew light..."Vadarkvet Ekraut!!!" I like their Lauren Bacall, their hair in loops, their bright lipstick, their pout...They love...I love Love."

"I am jewish, nay in blood but in heart, the Torah is Love..."

"Work: I have to follow, I have to say, "I am Kraut!!" Like Grandad, like his curse, 'Kraut Pig!' Like Grandad I have to be loud...I hoop, which means I turn round, I can highkick, left to night, left to night...right to light, right to light...I am a genius!!! I can march...I heil like a kraut; 'JA!!' I look astonishing, I have lemon hair that I burnt, I mean I cut the curl ( I work like a king...When I open doors, I am silent and then I am Krall..."

(to be continued, computer time out)

"Eva Unt Funti

Be Jesus, create Jesus, tell me, tell me what;

"When I took over the army, I cried King, I said, "You do what the King...!!" They said; "Ja!" I said "Corperal Dog! I relieve you of your post!" I said; "Eva! We are going to win! I've killed Hitler, we are Kaiser!"

Death in the War is five times, five times there, i die in camp, i create the Radiohead-Amnesiac...I taunt them (You and Whose Army?) Everyone in the death camps created Rabbi's, Law, and Rebbes, see the soul in your right eye, it's from your hebrew mind, look, mine says; We are bleak, we died in ever, i still love...
I kept upsetting jewish guys in the ghetto;

"I'm hearing i'm untersharfurher!!"

"That means you are in the army!!!!"
One testicle, whip, chop, chip chop!!! Magic! His death, knife, slap slint pow! greaaaasseeeeeeeeee, "Bastard Bitch!! I have died!!" I quickly took over, because I had been given a post, which meant I opened and closed doors for the Gestapo, I died in Auschwitz, that's where I wrote one hundred and fifty one songs, (Pyramid Song is blessed) I burned in your oven...I hid in the ghetto, I lost my black and silver crucifix in an attic, covered in blood...I died...I took a look around his office, "Right!" I said, "Deustche become!!! Every fifth troop run, into the east, get eaten by the Ruskies, see we're His!!", Himmler was in his salon, looking gross, he was thinking; "I have a weapon, Hitler's gross, that little witch is god's, I told him..." He looked at his dog; "This dog is bitch..." Eva was thinking bed; "I vant 'Funti'!! I want him so much, Adolf said I am too gross, too gross for wanting women in bed...Funti is so, (?) sexual, he looks at me and loves, I know i want his woman...." Hitler was scheming, what did he say when he had no dick?? "Arghh!!!! The latervuck vant me die!!! I dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!" He spat on the dog; "Give 'Funti' pig!!" What did I think?? "If I keep crying I'm Aryan, the hebrew will be woe...I am too crying Aryan, I have to say we're Heaven, I'm in disguise...I've saved 65 hebrew men, everytime I lose my coat, they are wise, then I woke, they say, "So you lost your coat? mad guy!!" Eva says "Funti wants coat, give him coat..." I wrote a diary;

"Today they called me, and said Copoeral Schmitt, you have been summoned to the house of the Furher, you are to open doors and welcome, this is the (blah blah) office, report by tomorrow..." Another excerpt; "I will have to kill jews, if I kill a jew, I go to dead..."

When his testicle fell off, he screeched, Eva giggled...I thought; "Man, I've killed him, I am God..."

I am Funti

I sent 30 telegraphs to Kintershine; "You are my wives, I am now Fuhrer, I love my children, Be God..."

When Shitler died, they all laughed; "So....You want to be King? We have killed him (Him?) The Allies are about to attack, move forward, you have sent 196 troops to eastern Poland, that was a mistake, we relieve you of Him..." And they killed me dead...Eva said;

"I love Funti, kill me dead..."

... 29 days later, the World War ended." Radiohead-Knives Out

Eva

It's all dotty.

so i dream

i dont know eva///(actual name told to me : Dita, add Dita instead of Eva...

i've never even seen her face, she looks sweet, se wouldn't cheat, she wouldn't take me to a sleazy club !

i'v seen Annie, in a white dress, I see a pretty girl in a beret. perhaps that the girl

search the beginning of this blog for the odd tale

Lebensborn

This is what I've continually been calling 'Kindershine'

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lebensborn

They said; The Medal was for; Saving an entire Jewish house, hiding men, taking 65 families out of a ghetto, dressing them in uniform, and escorting them to a 'place of sanctuary...

the medal has blue and white, cloth, tags, and a silver star of david...

Through the Window

I walked downstairs. A woman there, I went through the Evalner door.

"Evie? That's you?"

"Your hair is black!"

"Luther! I thought you had died!" I died in 1965.

I heard; "You Him!" I freaked and walked upstairs, showed her my profile, nonono, Look! This face and nose lurch, I'm not him!! I look like little prince Morgana!!"

tune-Sisters of Mercy-Album-Flood land-track one; Dominion / Mother Russia (Medley)-
I live on Elvaner/{really, it is the Planet Earth, I will love Evie; "She says, every night, you died."

I remember, I look in, I said tell----- you don't want...

---Russia was completely overcome- I sent troops.---

continued

Women from Emenaty appeared, grieving me, they were in the walls, I saw them walk out the same as I had when waking up in the mental hospital, i told them I was fine, I was born here, and, so, I came back...---

---Russia was easy. I said; Slovacks, you are Slavic, we are King.

I'm a stone, a little bird flutters, I'll keep smoking.

I said, Jew were Lovers, they stopped killing Jews, I willed Lovers, I invited them to my home, they live with me. They heard Yahweh and skied,

what are we in now? The total extermination of Gods was the Armageddon, Door 1 remained in Heathen, they said, Jew soul...

I started in 1945. I said; Bring Him.

Russia is in half---"And the extermination of men who cry you are Slovacks will stop. I have become Emperor. I am Jewish, my people have Heaven. We have died, in the loving of God, this Earth is mine, the Nazi's fold, for I hath Love..." They think we fork---"But, YOU! ARE JEW!! WE VANT REICH!!" I said, "the Reich is mine, the volk are men, they want Heaven, I am Heaven men, SEE MY SOUL AND CRY!! IT IS SICK OF HEATHEN, THE DEATH IS ABRUPT, BUT I SHALL EVER KING!! BRING HIM!!"

China stays safe.

I can hear outside my window, a voice!! Usually I see a little light, and have to guess the conversation;

"Yes! My name is Eva, I still vant Love."
please mouse, leave; I freak; I say;

"Then I'll pray you Love."

Eva, I hear the machine, two worlds; "You are 1935? Ah, I have pins and needles! Deustche?? Yes, german, gods. Eva, stay away from me. I call up, please see her Heaven.

"Look through" she says. Mad you don't. She says;

"You say its war, its Loves."

Dont mad, dont mad.

"At the first voice....RUN!!!"

"Lars, I'm Vater, in Heaven!"

yes yes tears, yes

I put my head to the floor, the light is gold, it streams out of my mouth into the sky and disappears....

Please, lef....me.....leave....I say;

"Can Oi Guo??"

"Why do you want to go, when we're ....."

I can hear her out ;loud, I dont, dont know, by the window. Waving my hands forward, "I've left dead men, I'll go..." I'm smokes,....toilet....

"I LOVE YOU!" in gold, the aura soul is light.

It's heard.

"You are Did?"

"That's a silly word, where are you?"Hah! I can hear the girls, "Hah???....repeat???"

"Yah, I went home."
the girls are crying and arguing i'm sure they are angry ..."Why doesnt he think?? He is low? She loves Him so much!! He says No!!"

I can see a ring flying down, it's being thrown away...i'm sure they are angry

(track 4-sisters of mercy-floodland)