Walking Through Water

I did something odd, I said; Hey I can hear myself as an old granny, I think I've woken up in the morgue, still alive in rotten flesh!! what if I'm there, til I'm all bones in the coffin!! I said; GOD! Please help me!!
I wake up, I'm taller, good looking, I'm still a young woman and I'm wearing a silken robe, and I am about to dip myself in water, something like this;
But the robe I'm wearing is bright red, probably because, by old age, I'm angry at everyone, exactly like this;And I'm even smoking a cigarette in my robes...

favourite song this month- Spiralling by Keane